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Friday Mar 03, 2006

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I'm completely confident that I have impossible to meet standards for women. It's increadible because I'm trying to find the femal version of me, which I really don't think exists. I'm trying so hard to find someone who has many of the characteristics that I do but is still different enough to make it very interesting to be around her. But the problem is that I have all of these pre required traits that she must have and I don't find people that meet them. I want someone really complex like me. I have so many sides to me, but I'm very stable with myself and who I am. But the problem is that if I ever meet someone like that then they have issues with themself. Granted, I have times myself... shit I'm in one right now. But normally I'm a very stable responsible person. Is it too much to ask to be able to find that but in someone that isn't so fucking boring?
One problem I have is that I thought I found one of these women that just shock and suprise me every day, and it all went to shit because she has way too much drama in her life... bah... I don't even want to get started on that. I'm just done there.
I should find out here in a few hours if I got the job I cooked for on Monday. This should be very interesting. I know the food I made floored the guy, but I also know he's very hesitant to hire someone right out of culinary school. So we'll see where that goes. Shit, ask me in a week... I'll probably be back in an office somewhere or back in sales. I guess the money would be good at least wink and I'm starting to remember just how important that can be.
sexybitches:
hate to be harsh but maybe you're thinking too much about finding the perfect person and that's freaking girls out. You might just be trying too hard.
You know how they say you'll find the person of your dreams when you least expect it? I think there's something to that. when you're not on the look-out and when you put your gaurds down you probably seem like a nicer person so people don't freak out around you. So just take a chill pill and some hottie will fall into your lap. i think drama-filled girls are especially attracted to people when they try too hard or have "impossible-to-meet standards". bitches feed on that shit.

anyway, babble babble babble.

good luck with the chef job and good luck with a nice, complex, drama-free girl
smile
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