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Friday Apr 18, 2008

Apr 18, 2008
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Ok, so unfortunately me & the bf broke up a few days ago-he flipped out on me a couple dif times (nothing violent-so no worries). It makes me so sad, but I know that it's for the best because it just wouldn't have worked. He was younger than me also so that prob didn't help. The last two weeks of the relationship I was pretty unhappy & unnerved anyways so it was just a matter of time. I'm just starting to wonder though, when I'm gonna be able to have a healthy relationship too, like other people. I mean I know that is pretty hard already w/ me being a stripper and all, but it is a dream of mine. He treated me so good too, was always such a gentlemen, caring, sensitive & emotional. Unfortunately, though, too much of the later two-it was too much for me. Also because he is younger he was prone to being jealous, insecure & little controlling-unfortunately my past followed me to his ears from other people (toxic people) lips. It's not fair that way I suppose-but everything happens for a reason-it just sux that I have to feel this horrible. I do miss him & care very much-even though I always knew that it wouldn't work. & I hate the fact that I'm breaking his heart right now-it eats me up inside in such a horrible way. I just hope he won't hate me later on down the road, that would kill me. I've never been good w/ breakups-always unbearably sad whether I'm the dumper or the dumpee-somehow I always feel like a bad person. I miss him so much, but I hope the best for him. frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown

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aelia:
I really hope that you'll at least be able to maintain a friendship with him eventually.
Apr 23, 2008
linedrawing:
I know what you mean about toxic people, it's the best way to describe them. frown All the best, dear! kiss kiss
Apr 24, 2008

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