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papina

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Saturday Mar 01, 2008

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Ok, I think Dr. Lizardo is right-it's time for another blog, I've been alittle behind. But I figured that I had to at least wait until my life got alittle more interesting than just your average blah, blah, blah, blah......he he!
So currently I will be claiming bankruptcy as soon as possible. Really gotten myself in over my head & can't dig myself out (have been trying to dig myself out for alittle over year now w/ no success whatsoever) & I need a clean new slate. So no matter what anybody says I'm excited about this. Hopefully, I can start saving money again once this is done and over. I have been working my ass off as well, but work has been pretty rough on us girls what w/ the weather & the economy & all.
I also have a new live in boy now. I've never lived w/ anyone I've been involved w/ before, so this seems to be going rather swimmingly. At first I was alittle cold & not always so nice to him (but I tend to wall myself up alot), but I've finally decided to claim him & be a little sweeter. It's funny how it happened too- I had taken him out on a date about a month & half to 2 months ago & he sorta just never left. Lol! I've always lived this kinda unconventional bohemian lifestyle. Hey, if it works it works, if it doesn't it doesn't. Besides, he's really sweet to me & treats me good (I haven't had a good guy or a healthy relationship since high school, ugh.). He's a couple years younger than me-but got his act more together than I do-lol!
I want to start traveling again soon, but i think that that is gonna have to wait alittle aleast until I've finished my DUI treatment time-ugh. Miss traveling & dancing in strange places... *sniff sniff*
The Admiral is doing pretty well for me as well, & for the most part i have been able to control my drinking alot more, now that I'm not around booze 24/7, w/ the occasional slip up of course. I still drink-I just don't get hammered out of control like I used to.
I also decided to set my anxieties aside & join the SGChicago group again. Hopefully, things will work out alittle better this time around, huh. Sometimes, i can be alittle oversensitive and all. Dunno, fingers crossed.....
Oooo, I also got myself a big fat goldfish too, I want to get more as well w/ alittle mini aquarium & a couple live plants for them. I love big fat goldfish-they're so pretty & soothing to watch.
Well, that's all for now folks! oink oink
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katalina:
sorry to hear that you're going through with the bankrupt thingy but it's probably best. Goldfish are nice though.
Mar 22, 2008
papina:
Yeah, I'm actually really looking forward to just doing the bankruptcy thing (it'll be nice to just start over). I've been taking alot of steps forward now w/ my lifestyle in general & very happy w/ the changes. Plus the fishies are pretty soothing to just sit & watch. smile
Mar 22, 2008

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