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I'm poor. And I'm really worried and sad about it. I waxed my little mustache the other day and the results were fantastic! I was really impressed. Legs, you're next!!! I like talking about topics that aren't very pretty. Like that time I did the blog about how I stopped shaving for like 2 months. No one really knew what to comment. whatev. haha

Don't worry, though, my next blog will most definetly not mention a mustache or any kind of hair removal method or lack thereof. I know it's not cute.

Now I would like to talk about my husband. Not because of the creepy messages, but because I like to and I think it's kind of a shame that it's more socially accepted for you to bitch about your spouse that it is to go on and on about how much you love them. So yeah, it's not just me bragging and being sappy. It's a political statement or something...yeah. So if you think this kind of thing is annoying and/or makes you feel like crap. seriously don't read it. join the Dating Sucks group or if you're already in it then read some of thier threads.

I love Josh. I love when we high five. I love when I hear a crap love song I still think of him even though it's a crap song. He really is my best friend. I don't just mean like were close, I mean we laugh and talk and hang out like friends. We have times when we're lovey or cutesy or when we're a couple or fighting or we're sexual, but day to day we're great friends. One of our friends said " When something happens or I tell him something, Josh is always like "oh fuck! really? I cant wait to tell Bri..." and its just so funny because it's just so obvious that your shit is real". The reason I thought that was a cool comment is because usually people say that stuff won't last. To that, I answer: 6 years. But I don't answer that way all the time, sometimes I just say "ok." because I know there are people who say 6 isn't long enough, that we've still only been married for 3, we're still in the honeymoon stage. I know people will say it after 10 years and people still separate after 20 or 30 or 40 years. So we will never really be able to prove we'll last to everyone. But telling each other is enough. He's really the only one who should be convinced that I'll always be there for him. fuck everyone else.

It's also funny how he can tell me a story and I'll be like "ok, you're lying about this this and this but this part is true." and he'll be like "fuck! youre too good! you're no fun." And one time, we were walking and we walked by a place that had part of the paint peeling off it's door. It's right across the street from where I wait for the bus and I look at it all the time and I always think shape of where the paint peeled off looks like Johnny Bravo turning into a hamster. I was like "oh my god, I can finally show you this. I look at this door all the time. Doesn't that look like Johnny Bravo tuning into a hamster?"and he just laughed out loud so hard. I was like "what?" and he's like "I just love that you think wierd things like that...yeah I see it..." and then he made a motion like he was turning into a hamster. I totally wasn't expecting that reaction partly because I thought I told him about it before, he just never saw the door. and I just didnt expcet such an over the top response. I was just hoping he would see what I was talking about. So I guess I just felt good because he understood me and loved that about me.

the end.

and also hello to my new friends. I have about 5 or so.