well that was entirely not anticipated ...last nght, that is.
I hardly know where to begin telling the tale. Time wasn't exactly flowing all that linearly ...even before I ate those mushrooms at 3am. Did I really wind up at a party comprised mostly of women in short black dresses and high heels? And again I ran into former patients. People still call me doctor...
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lilli:
wow... beautiful. it looks like dancing.
i'm ok, in the overall scheme of things. today has been rough and doesn't look to get any easier, but i am ever an optimist... so i remain hopeful... i guess i just needed a place to let it out, without actually letting it out... y'know?
happy new year and blessed be
ps-- thank you for asking
i'm ok, in the overall scheme of things. today has been rough and doesn't look to get any easier, but i am ever an optimist... so i remain hopeful... i guess i just needed a place to let it out, without actually letting it out... y'know?
happy new year and blessed be
ps-- thank you for asking
The trains have been busy all night. Yet, I don't think that fact alone can account for why I woke up so early after staying up late. I almost don't mind them anymore. They're certainly better than the persistent drone of cars ...unless one happens to be parked idling across the road, as they sometimes are. When that's the case, I'm typically driven mad by...
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qdd:
"I especially enjoy watching my children sleep and how they cling to the last bits of their dreams before giving in to the waking world."
this line is perfection
this line is perfection
monkey chatter
monkey chatter
monkey chatter
i didn't think to buy any bananas
how will i ever get it to shut up?
issue_:
i'm so confused.
papat:
yeah, i know ...welcome to my world ...er, my mind
yeah, i know ...welcome to my world ...er, my mind
strange days, indeed
dead friends on facebook
it's weird to see that face pop up with a trite little reminder to reconnect with him. Yeah, maybe i should think of him more often, but it's a precarious place to be ...thinking of his smile, love, dreams and friendship ...and all he left behind. I really wanted to see that brother step-up and get back into his daughter's life....
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it's weird to see that face pop up with a trite little reminder to reconnect with him. Yeah, maybe i should think of him more often, but it's a precarious place to be ...thinking of his smile, love, dreams and friendship ...and all he left behind. I really wanted to see that brother step-up and get back into his daughter's life....
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one happy papa
...thought tonite would be just a routine nite of playing cards with the boys. Well, I got my ass kicked in hearts, that part was routine enough, but then the married men went home to their wives, leaving us bachelors to wander off into the night. A party we did find of many friends and other good people, thrown in honor of...
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a nearly wasted day
My house is generally quiet, or at least quiet enough so as to be able to appreciate the more subtle noises of the moment ...raindrops falling, the passing cars and a not so subtle occasional train.
I'm here, alone with my thoughts and these sounds, wistfully yearning. Yes, these vignettes of time are especially more succulent with a lover, languishing away...
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papat:
actually, i am, but how does that relate to this?
...per chance a member there has some sort of holodeck technology i could borrow to help remedy these torrid moments of ennui?
actually, i am, but how does that relate to this?
...per chance a member there has some sort of holodeck technology i could borrow to help remedy these torrid moments of ennui?
urtica_:
i'm sure there will be some more under-cover blissful youthful naked moments tucked in there somewhere........
escaped to portland last night
i miss that town
maybe had a wee bit too much fun ...still huuuung over
...sure didn't miss much around here
...corpses on quaaludes are more lively than my on-line world
papat:
hang-over is all gone and i wanna go out and play again, but I'd need a zamboni to navigate the icy roads (fukin' freezing rain!! ...rrrgh!!)
so i'm stuck at home
lovely
at least i had the sense to stock up on cider, chocolate and herb ...leftovers and netflix round out my provisions
wish me luck
hang-over is all gone and i wanna go out and play again, but I'd need a zamboni to navigate the icy roads (fukin' freezing rain!! ...rrrgh!!)
so i'm stuck at home
lovely
at least i had the sense to stock up on cider, chocolate and herb ...leftovers and netflix round out my provisions
wish me luck
lumo:
How is too much fun a bad thing? The Binette Schroeder book looks so lovely, I am such a sucker for pretty illustration is. It reminds me of the illustration from where the wild things are 
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i do agree with you that grace and laughter go a long way toward lightening the load of age and changes in the body... but there are some days i look in the mirror expecting to see that hawt 23-year-old body and young face (neither of which i appreciated at the time. youth is soooo foolish...) and am disgusted by what i do see. then i log in here and am assaulted by skinny youth and beauty... grrrrrr...
it doesn't help that i'm hormonal today. lol.