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Sunday Dec 20, 2009

Dec 20, 2009
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it's weird to see that face pop up with a trite little reminder to reconnect with him. Yeah, maybe i should think of him more often, but it's a precarious place to be ...thinking of his smile, love, dreams and friendship ...and all he left behind. I really wanted to see that brother step-up and get back into his daughter's life. It's hard to simply smile and be kind when thinking about it all ...the sadness inevitably creeps in, for which I don't have the time to embrace.


<sigh>


.and though his death is more recent, it doesn't negate my memories of the one I lost before. I miss them both; so bright and passionate ...and too kind for this brutal world they tried so hard to understand.

Never knowing each other here, I hope they have found each other in the next one ...where I expect they're drinking whiskey, sharing philosophy and laughing out loud.


to ben and marc ...cheers.



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