Today I noticed how close a particular bus station was to where I was to play hockey tonight. The station is much nicer now and it is still beside a church type place. Only now, a giant grocery store is near too. As well as a great many other things. But I remember the station. And the field across from it. And where that field leads. While I do believe that the choices we made help shape us to be who we are now, and that if things did not transpire they way they had, things would be different now...that is still the only thing I wish I could undo. That is the only regret I have after all this time. It is not that I chase this ghost, or am constantly reminded of it. So it is not as though I make my life revolve around this instance...but every now and again something triggers that thought. And I think....what if....
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I have a ton of those what if moments, but in most of mine I'm just thankful that I never went the other way. The other choice would have led to boring things and unhappiness.