Hello everyone, enjoy a butt! ;)
My flight has been officially confirmed for TEXAS!! I look forward to meeting as much of beautiful people as I can! <3 So if youre in or around the Fort Worth Area, let me know! <3 I get to shoot another wonderful set with Roman DWater. I can't wait for our recent set to drop in MAY!! So keep them peepers on alert! ;P
Oh look at some selfies, why don't you?! :P
My birthday is coming up soon and I would honestly love to make some extra funds for my texas trip which will be shortly after. so if anyone would be willing to donate, id send you a sweet instax/prints with lots of love! <3
Or if you'd like to surprise me, I have a wishlist slowly forming..get me a goodie, and ill make sure to send some goodies back! :)
WISHLIST <3 (clicky here!) :P
Not a whole lot happened lately, but good things are around the corner! I look forward to the next coming months as things are starting to look up already. I mean I never had a book planner until now! Lol. I'm actually using it too! :P Trips are the goal for the year. And even if i only get out of this state five times, it will still seem like a good time spent for me. :)
I also don't do my homework an awful lot...never did it in school either, but these last couple topics peaked interest.. (so here you go @missy and @rambo )
2/17: What would you do if you were invisible for a day?
My first thought would be to feel like Harry Potter and roam around the grounds...My second thought was traveling. If I'm invisible, people can't see me get on a train, plan, boat, whatever. So money wouldn't mean anything. I would love to travel and see all that I could. I am dying to lay down on the floor of the Sistine Chapel in Italy. I know it sounds silly, but there's something about that place that draws me in. I have always been fascinated with art and famous artists. Michelangelo had always been a favorite of mine as well and the idea of how much sweat and tears went into the ceilings, is just truly breathtaking < 3
2/24: What are 5 things you wish you could tell yourself 5 years ago?
Five years ago I wish I could've told myself to take it easy on myself....I was always beating myself up for things I thought other people did better than me. I would doubt my own creativity and skills just because someone told me to. I still have a bad habit every now and then, but I try not to succumb to it.
I would tell myself this:
You need to love you, and embrace you. You are beautiful and if no one appreciates you, they aren't important. You are...
You need to do what makes you happy. Don't spend anymore time pleasing others if you can't please you first. Be selfish, but be kind. Only spread love in places it needs to be and learn to take a step back when they don't reciprocate...
Fuck Depression and Anxiety! I know it's hard to not think about and the demons may never go away, but that doesn't mean you should have to surrender...Fill your life with positive vibes..
It does get better in time, don't lose hope...
Be strong, fearless and focused...
I still struggle with telling myself these things, but I have been getting a lot better at it. I would have love to tell my past self, that everything would be okay, just keep breathing...
There's honestly a millions things I would tell myself, being where I've been now, but isn't that just a given? I'd probably even lecture myself like my mother would've. "DONT BE LAZY" "TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH" "CLEAN YOUR ROOM!" haha. yeah I don't do that sometimes, but I'm not the only one. :P
The biggest message to throw out there is to not even focus on the past. I know this homework is for fun, but we need to remember that we can't change it. Even if we could, maybe we shouldn't. Isn't that the whole learning experience? :)
Well I think I'm about to hop in a little bubble bath...in a need of relaxation. I get my tooth pulled in two days...YUCK! :(
Until next time my loves,
xoxo