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Holiday madness and winter woes..

Dec 15, 2016
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Hello all. It's been a very busy season and a nasty one too. Winter is the worst for me cause I dont know what to do with myself. I have depression and its usually the worst in the winter. Why? for various reasons. Selfish holiday people, the cold weather, staying inside all the time, boredom, tired, everything is dead and still, and working like crazy. Don't bother to ask me why I think this way, as with anyone who suffers never wants to be asked..But don't worry. I won't give up and I'm not going anywhere. I'm doing everything I can to stay happy for the most part :) If you feel the need to cheer me up, send me lots of loving on my recent set,"Breathe". <3 <3

Speaking of...

This last set has completely restored my hope. I had no idea how many people would love it. You guys are amazing and I thank you all for the mad support. It means more than you know. We broke 1000!! <3 :)

I have a new set I will be to uploading soon, so stay tuned on the news for that! ;)

What else is going on? Well not a whole lot. The holidays have me working like crazy. Needless to say, I hate retail. Anyone who has ever worked in that kind of job, would understand the pain in trying so hard not to strangle someone. Heh.

The christmas stuff is up :) yay!

The little stocking is for my puppeh! <3<3

And then I took my niece to see the festival of lights. This is my favorite part of the holidays. It hits my childhood home! <3 <3

I'm very happy that I can share this with her. I'm grateful to show her everything I can <3 Especially everything I grew up to. <3

I went to goodwill. Yes I'm a thrifter. :) I finally can say I own a fancy coat. I found a new with tags, suede and sherpa lined jacket. 180.00 on the tag. I scored it for 20 bucks! Along with plenty of warm things. ;)

I have felt quiet blessed so far. I hope the new year is just as kind to me. Now to get out of this rut of winter blues! Yuck! :P

Here's a couple of edits, from my wonderful mentor. A good way to close this post, right? <3

Until next time my loves, xoxo :)

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
damian_stark:
Not committing homicide during the holidays: The struggle is real.
Dec 20, 2016
darthwader12:
Merry Christmas my Sweet Paon!
Dec 22, 2016

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