I seem to be riding a rough road at the moment. Things are up down. I was chronically depressed last week after seeing a certain someone, someone who caused me more pain than they ever did hapiness...
But now she is gone back to the land of ice and snow, and hopefully she will stay there.
I am trying to feel optimistic about the future, and be hopefully that after so many let downs, back-stabs, failures and dissapointments, that soon enough something good just has to happen.
2008 was not a great year, and 2009 even worse, maybe it won't be until 2010 when things change...
I think the next six months will just be a time of enjoying life, doing what I want to do for a change, not worrying what others think...I have already cast off quite a few idiots who did nothing but hold me back.
I need to offload things too - my room is so cluttered with things, I may get rid of a lot or give things to charity shops.
But now she is gone back to the land of ice and snow, and hopefully she will stay there.
I am trying to feel optimistic about the future, and be hopefully that after so many let downs, back-stabs, failures and dissapointments, that soon enough something good just has to happen.
2008 was not a great year, and 2009 even worse, maybe it won't be until 2010 when things change...
I think the next six months will just be a time of enjoying life, doing what I want to do for a change, not worrying what others think...I have already cast off quite a few idiots who did nothing but hold me back.
I need to offload things too - my room is so cluttered with things, I may get rid of a lot or give things to charity shops.
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ahnhell:
reducing clutter is a good thing. You feel a little lighter emotionally as well.
panzerman:
Yes I agree...there is too much clutter, so I will be chucking a load of old videos and magazines and things...