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Sunday Jul 11, 2004

Jul 11, 2004
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so, it's been awhile since my last journal entry. mainly because i had a fun entry about the sgb in chicago, and also because i wanted to break my record for most commented journal entry. and i did it. whoo! whoo! okay, that's pretty lame of me, but when you're unemployed and for all practical purposes broke-as-a-joke, every little bit of self-esteem counts.

i've been spending a lot of time at the cactus club, drinking and meeting new people. i've been a regular there for over a year, but i always sat there stoically with my drink and talked to no one. but after a while of people seeing you there a lot, they get curious, like "who is this fucking guy?" and they approach you & start bullshitting on a regular basis. i've been doing pretty good at remembering names & all that. it's come at a pretty good time for me, because i feel as if i'm on the outs with my two long-time friends jenni & kelly. they've been pretty distanced after all that stuff with kelly went down, and i don't like the direction this is going. but the cactus has been a safe haven for me to meet nice people, and since the joe/kelly band is over, a good place to meet people who might want to do a band with me.

so friday sucked. i had no money to drink with, but i found a half-bottle of vodka and went over to jenni & kelly's to hang out and drink. there was nothing to mix the vodka with except water. i wasn't very good at conversation with jenni & her boy john. kelly was there a while, but she completely ignored me. eventually someone got a bottle of whiskey and some diet coke and i managed to get drunk for free.

my unemployment check came in on saturday and i was up early enough to make it to the bank to get it cashed 5 minutes before the bank closed. that was great, another night like friday would've sucked 14 dicks. so i had money again and i went to the blue water cafe for a cup of coffee. my hot jailbait waitress was working and i told her about the all-ages show at cactus. she was totally down for it. so i go to the all-ages show, and it was strange being in my bar when a) no drinks were being served & b) with sunlight pouring in through the windows. i met up with some cactus friends and between bands we'd all (all the over 21's) go up to palamino for shots & beers. i saw call me lightning, temper temper, and since by man. i liked the first two bands a lot, but since by man really didn't do anything for me. so it was back to the 'mino to loiter until the 21+ show opened doors at 9pm. i got pretty drunk and saw crossed wires, i missed the set from the reverse (too busy drinking, i guess) aand then saw the set from bleed. but the highlight of the night was the mistreaters. i know 3 of those guys from the cactus (as bartenders) and i'd never seen them play. all the drunk guys (myself included) de-shirted and got gloriously sweaty to their brand of fun-time garage rock.

i went home and passed out. what a fun fucking night!
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shiva8:
i know...i suck. i sooo intended to go and then i let the whole "i have to get up for work at 6:30" voice win out. i hate that i can't ignore that whiney little bitch inside me anymore. used to be i'd be lucky to be home by 3 on weeknights and i thought it was great to just practically hop in the shower and go straight to work on no sleep and still partially drunk. you know what it is...that dreadful age thing
DON'T GO QUIETLY INTO THE DARK NIGHT!!!

yeah, so anyways... i need to start planning a big huge party. people have been asking me..."are you still going to have that big summer bash you always have?" yeah, gotta do that for my SG peeps. missed ya.
Jul 14, 2004
fallen1carus:
let's go camping!!!!!
Jul 14, 2004

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