pantsonfire

well, i'm back! (welcome back kotter theme plays in my head......i hum along with it) i must say i think the "new look" suicide girls site is lame. especially 'cuz i can't access it from home until i get the OSX panther system. so i have to do this from work until that time comes.

i've been busy though. traveling every weekend for my job (goin' to detroit this weekend) and recording a new solo album on new 16 track equipment i just bought. yeah, i'm a nerd! but it sounds really good and i'm running on a creative full head of steam for the first time in awhile.

even though my music has failed to reach an audience (mostly because of my own personal laziness in putting records out) i find it to be the most fulfilling thing i do. it's good for me.

socially, i've done little since my last journal update. last night i went to the landmark for import night for the first time in a long time. stayed an hour, talked to no one but the bartenders and went back home. it's gonna be a long winter!

i freaked-out my cat (who lives at my office) last night because i brought him over to my house for a sleep-over. golden-tree was glad to get back to the office for surez! as my cat gets older it seems like he adapts to new surroundings a bit slower. as i get older it seems like there's less & less i care about.

i guess i still dream sometimes, so that's good......




i just saw what day it is and it's my sister's birthday. i would call, but i don't want to reveal whether i'm alive or dead to my family of fucking shitty assholes. they can fuck themselves and suck a mountain lion's spermy cock with heinz tomato ketchup.