pantsonfire

Woke up today and the alarm clock was flashing and I had some wicked diarrhea. No biggie, it's my theoretical day off #1, although Ryan and I end up putting in 3 or 4 hours every monday just returning our rental gear and digging out from last week's bullshit. But that's just a fact, and i need to not let it get my spirits down. My boss is a fucking asshole and i need to get used to the idea that whether i like it or not, i'm going to get bothered every time i get day off, not paid for expenses on time, forced to work up to 18 days at a time without a day off, etc..... and if Ryan quits i'm fucked because there's just me to do all the shit now and fuck i need a vacation.

got caught up on sleep last night, and i'm dreading that first drag of the day - bowel troubles 7 such. There is an elevated risk of a "code brown" incident today! I'll try and stay positive today and not to piss my free time away like i have the past couple weeks (I've been a lazy bastard!)