panthergrl59

ok so first, i must apologize for that rant of an entry i just posted. i get frustrated when guys think they can say whatever they want to women, with out any consequences.

anyhow, i haven't much to say right now. finals are next week. this is kind of a big deal for me. a big shining moment, where as a year and a half ago, i dropped out of school, not taking any of my finals...wasting thousands of dollars....getting a grade report of all F's....and letting everyone down. absolutely everyone. including myself, i felt like shit.

this is my first semester back - i must say, going to school when you're completely ready makes a big difference from going just because it was handed to you. i even have to pay for it myself so it's like i'm working hard on all aspects so when i get my grades this summer and they're good, i really worked for something and acheived it. that'll be the first time i've ever done something like that myself. it's kind of amazing when i think about it, sure, it's kinda minor, but for me, i'm just a little more independant. a new step in life and a new attitude saying i can do anything. it's neat.

now, i'm anxious to get to my finals and get them over with...as of mid-term i had a 3.7 and where as i doubt i have that high of a gpa, i pretty much think i'll end up with a B average...and redemption.

i just don't know how i'm going to say up almost 3000$$ for this next semester...my loans don't increase until my sophomore year or something like that. but i did it once on super short notice, i can do it again. the pig comes out today.