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Wednesday Oct 22, 2003

Oct 22, 2003
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I WANT THIS VIOLIN, DAMMIT!!!!

i have fallen in love. with that violin. i want it so bad i think i'm going to be depressed for a few weeks. i miss my violin more and more each day. i need some freaking strings! i just got myself a bow off of ebay for 15 bucks!! the same bow went on other auctions for as much as 70$$...i'm glad that my little auction i was bidding on was over looked! i've never got a bow that cheap. my last bow was 250$ (thanks mom and dad). mmmm violins. what is wrong with me? that's all i can think/talk/write/dream about it my violin. i think i've been possesed by my deceased piano teacher. i miss her a lot too. i think i just miss music in my life in general.

seeing all these young kids come in and get their first guitars...it makes me remember getting my first instruments...but the one i fell in love with the most was my violin. i used to hate it. i thought it was ugly and had an awful sound to it...but after blowing the dust off it and cleaning it up, it's like i laid eyes on it for the first time - it's so beautiful and i want to play it SO bad. i hate money. it's such a barrier and a burden.

i'm going to get me an electric violin too, for a few reasons, one, so i can practice at 3am....all i gotta do is plug in the head phones and only i will hear it) and two, i've always wanted to play electric as a little girl..so i think it would be a fulfilling experience.

this is awful.

anybody know a place around here that sell strings besides going all the way out to the airport?? miao!!

to all who have signed my journal from yesterday - my computer is running painfully slow tonight, and i don't feel like dealing with it - so don't worry, i'm not being rude, i'll respond when my computer is being nice! (i always feel rude if i post a new entry without responding to any posts in an old one, know what i mean?)
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poser:
Its a gorgeous instrument..., if I won the lottery I would bid it out for you just because its something created to be love appropriately (which I know will be an effortless task for you).

I want a cello extremely bad..so I can play some bach, st saens, and follow some of yo yo mas tango pieces. If I were going to get a Violin, I would do it for the soul purpose to learn to play Ma Vlast by smetana..one of my favorite songs, but of course there is always air violin for now.
Oct 23, 2003
problmatic59576:
i used to play violin, then viola. i wish i would have liked it more, i hated it when i first started out. glad you found something you like. smile
Oct 23, 2003

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