panini

so i am hating work/school right now. all the people i work with seem to be douche bags and i cant stand even sitting next to them. for instance, we were in a a meeting at 8:30am this morning and the "miss know it all" looked over my notes and said, "you dont need to do that...theyre going to do it for us" in a very sassy bitchy way. so i just put on my cold bitchy persona and told her its MY notes and ignored her for the rest of the meeting, even though she was sitting right besides me. who the fuck does she think she is? yeah, i make notes of what goes on in the meeting, so excuse fucking me.

gosh! i feel like im going to be wasting two years of my life going to school in this hell hole.

even last night i had a minor melt down because i really hate my school (specifically the people i work with). and it sucks that i always end up calling my mom because she comforts me, but she has to listen to my bitching all the time. i was seriously contemplating transferring schools and take my deferred admission to NYU or Columbia...but i dont want to be in debt for life. why the hell do these schools have to be so damn expensive?

ughhh. anyways, im making some spaghetti for lunch so that's all for now.