Hello guys and girls <3 have been a while!
So I'd like to seize the opportunity of this @bloghomework by @missy , @lyxzen and @rambo and tell you something of how I'm doing :)
Last month I broke up with my boyfriend after 5 years of long relationship. He had been acting like an asshole so I really couldn't hang more the situation and sent him to hell: after hundreds of times I said "Let's try again" with no results, I finally realized that crap people will always tear you down in their ocean of selfishness. So letting them go is the best thing you can do for yourself.
After this I really took my life back: I started to remember the person I am, not the one I had been squashing for another one, but the proud strong girl with her dreams and goals.
In a month I met a lot of new people and never shed a tear, because I had cried enough suffering for my ex. I went to concerts with people I barely know and which now I call friends. I met an awesome guy and drummer and will spend some time with him next week in Veneto (I am from Puglia). I finally organized my transfer to Rome I've been postponing for two years for my ex didn't want to live with me and I'll finally get my piercer certificate and search for a REAL work in a tattoo parlour. I finally started to LIVE again, and I couldn't be happier.
Last Friday and Saturday I went to an Harcore Fest here in my city:
It was awesome and really fun, and the bands were great! Expecially the last one on Saturday, SFC:
I also met a cute little punk guy and we spent also the day after together and will date again :) aaaaand after almost 10 years of gigs I had my first stage diving ever. Only the ones who did it too could tell how friggin' awesome it is. I also shot a new SG set Sunday morning:
And all this really made me feel FUCKIN' GOOD this week!
So the universe is telling me I'm making the right choices and I'm feeling so well and alive and this didn't happen from a while :)
It would be great if I'd study too but I'm too much happy to do it ahahah you can't have everything in life!
Remember that I have two sets incoming: "Roller Girl" in 1 day, 7 hours
and "1000 Pin-Ups" in 1 month, 2 weeks <3
Hope you had fun reading <3
xoxo
Pandub
