Unpopular opinion, especially as an Idaho native: I hate summer.
Something about the season just drains the life out of me. I haven't done anything but work and hide away in the house and I'm really struggling to find my drive again.
A big part of it, I think, is summer is like a kicked beehive. Suddenly everyone around you is buzzing and doing things and some of them want you to do the summer time things with them and the buzzing of the background characters and the social requests and obligations just get so fucking overwhelming.
I feel aimless in the summer. I'm between semesters at school so I don't feel like I'm actually DOING anything except killing time. I'm antsy for some kind of feeling of productivity.
I wish I could just hibernate through it all and wake up feeling fresh and ready to tackle life at summer's end.
