Give me distilled happiness in a pill, or give me death.
A feel good comedy fix, a concoction of chemical calm.
Give me the warm excitement of my youth,
in two half capsuls and granulated powders.
I want to feel my extremities once more.
Give me amber liquors, lith and fluid.
May they fill up my vacant vessels, and cup.
For I have lived long enough to see, with out this I might as well ........

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You finish it.