lilli helped me to get some clarity in my life last night. She has a lovely little Tarot deck full of mysterious and magical information.
We had a great discussion filled with much clarity.
I woke up this morning still feeling distressed and my gut is telling me that I need to make some changes. I think it is time. I like change, but fear...
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We had a great discussion filled with much clarity.
I woke up this morning still feeling distressed and my gut is telling me that I need to make some changes. I think it is time. I like change, but fear...
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I'm having quite a day.
I had the dreaded conversation.
I cried my freakin eyes out.
Apparently I have a problem with boundaries.
HOLY SHIT----> this is the story of my life.
I have had sex with people I shouldn't have. I have said things I shouldn't have. I have gossiped. OK in life I have done these things. Now I am crossing the line...
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I had the dreaded conversation.
I cried my freakin eyes out.
Apparently I have a problem with boundaries.
HOLY SHIT----> this is the story of my life.
I have had sex with people I shouldn't have. I have said things I shouldn't have. I have gossiped. OK in life I have done these things. Now I am crossing the line...
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texaspsych:
Yeah it is tough when people want you to do a mediocre job so that you do not make them look bad. Sorry to hear that you are being asked to do this.
As far as empaths go. I think you will find that a lot of people in the psych business have some sort of empath ability. I know I do. My family has been strong with this for ever.
All I have to say is that you are a beautiful woman. I am talking about both the outside and inside.
As far as empaths go. I think you will find that a lot of people in the psych business have some sort of empath ability. I know I do. My family has been strong with this for ever.
All I have to say is that you are a beautiful woman. I am talking about both the outside and inside.
dreamergirl:
hated by kids because
i have rules
they hate the rules
so they hate the rule giver
i cannot please them
so spoiled they are
easier to blame me
no "mr clean" defender telling them to s-t-f-up
so let us drink my love, for i understand...o do I. "wonders wheres mothers little helper is"
because im done trying to please, co ERSE
beg, plead, beg again.
dreamer wants a man to beg.
well i wanted to show you the car i want to have sex in but NOOOO I cant even do that!
i have rules
they hate the rules
so they hate the rule giver
i cannot please them
so spoiled they are
easier to blame me
no "mr clean" defender telling them to s-t-f-up
so let us drink my love, for i understand...o do I. "wonders wheres mothers little helper is"
because im done trying to please, co ERSE
beg, plead, beg again.
dreamer wants a man to beg.
well i wanted to show you the car i want to have sex in but NOOOO I cant even do that!
Apparently I am on rapid blog mode. So lucky lucky you.
My summer has been interesting to say the least.
The stepchildren have come and gone. They, along with my own children, nearly killed me. It did however get easier and fun. I learn that lesson over and over each year.
I have had many births this summer. They have all been lovely. Some complications...
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My summer has been interesting to say the least.
The stepchildren have come and gone. They, along with my own children, nearly killed me. It did however get easier and fun. I learn that lesson over and over each year.
I have had many births this summer. They have all been lovely. Some complications...
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slugworth:
i love saucy psychosis with a side of paranoia. i like to sop it up with crusty bread. mmmmm.
flashmo:
I almost didn't click on the spoiler, and then succumed hoping you would have posted something other than the ingredients there. It made me cringe.
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flashmo:
Drama...always a buzz killer. Seems to sneak up everytime things are going perfect. It's the universe's way of smacking you in the back of the head whenever you get your life to where you want it.
dreamergirl:
Im going to marry you tell hubby to scooch over 
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st8:
it was me! Ha not!...I will be in the northwest.....August 9th for my sisters wedding in Seattle....fun....
I do miss our chats and I do feel good about our friendship. One day I will venture back to Eugene and we shall hang out...
I do miss our chats and I do feel good about our friendship. One day I will venture back to Eugene and we shall hang out...
big_boy:
You had no problem fitting in.......I went down on a girl named georgia it not all its cracked up to be! 
Believe it or not I am posting from the booth that I work in at the Country Fair. We are the Mind, Media and Computer booth called the Doors of Expression in the Community Village. In our booth we have Mad Pride, Kind Tree/Autism Rock, Safe, KBOO, Indimedia and Linux Users. Some refer to the booth as Nuts and Nerds---> It's totally true.
So for...
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padre:
Yeah, I hate addiction. It makes monsters and trash out of people. It's hard to excuse the things they do to it 
tunnel_vision:
I lost three family members to heroin
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lilli:
I love you, too.
Sweet family pic.
Yay bikes!!!! I have a cool cruiser... but I live in the mountains and am not talented enough to ride up and down a 1200 foot hill. Waa. So I just ride up the street with my kids. If I wanted to use it for transportation, I'd have to DRIVE it into town.
I am glad that you can be a good biking citizen!!!!
You really should read the book I am reading (Animal, Vegetable, Miracle)!!! It is amazing!
Ciao bella!
Sweet family pic.
Yay bikes!!!! I have a cool cruiser... but I live in the mountains and am not talented enough to ride up and down a 1200 foot hill. Waa. So I just ride up the street with my kids. If I wanted to use it for transportation, I'd have to DRIVE it into town.
I am glad that you can be a good biking citizen!!!!You really should read the book I am reading (Animal, Vegetable, Miracle)!!! It is amazing!
Ciao bella!
asylum643:
First off the Wife is a lot better, Now that her and the baby are more working more like a team her attitude and emotional state is great. I meant to PM you and let you know but things have been crazy.
As for sleep, 4 to 5 hours on a good night 2 to 3 on a bad one we are having more good ones as of late.
As for sleep, 4 to 5 hours on a good night 2 to 3 on a bad one we are having more good ones as of late.
Well well well....
It's that time of year again.
JULY-----> woo hoo
It's just to stinkin hot.
The steps are about to head back home to Texas. It is always bittersweet. I will miss them. I won't howwever miss all the fighting an chaos. Both myself and the hubby had to leave work to break up the boys from fighting yesterday. My son beat his...
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It's that time of year again.
JULY-----> woo hoo
It's just to stinkin hot.
The steps are about to head back home to Texas. It is always bittersweet. I will miss them. I won't howwever miss all the fighting an chaos. Both myself and the hubby had to leave work to break up the boys from fighting yesterday. My son beat his...
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darqkloud:
Boys will be boys.
You are a lady of many talents, I see.
You are a lady of many talents, I see.
darqkloud:
Chuck Norris OWNS Superman.
In the internet use of the word.
In the internet use of the word.
Holy cow, Holy moses, Holy shit!!!!
I had the pure pleasure of stumbling across this, this morning. So of coarse I needed to share.
I had the pure pleasure of stumbling across this, this morning. So of coarse I needed to share.
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darqkloud:
Ewww! 
kingskottie:
hey you. what's going on? i'm back in the work zone. UGH!
9 lbs. 12 oz baby boy last night. Yay.
Today had been totally chill. Well kind of. I'm a bit sensitive. I hate hot weather it makes me a bit cranky. I live in Oregon for a reason ----> to avoid the heat. I have called the hubby a DICK like 4 or 5 times. He is so mellow. He just looks at me and...
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Today had been totally chill. Well kind of. I'm a bit sensitive. I hate hot weather it makes me a bit cranky. I live in Oregon for a reason ----> to avoid the heat. I have called the hubby a DICK like 4 or 5 times. He is so mellow. He just looks at me and...
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jewelz:
Chica, we love you whether you are ramblin', cranky, or whatever.....
You really should see about takin' a breather though...life's too short to work it all away!
smootches!!
Chica, we love you whether you are ramblin', cranky, or whatever.....
You really should see about takin' a breather though...life's too short to work it all away!
smootches!!
jewelz:
ZOMG!! I think that would be a kick in the pants Chica! He's prolly gonna be gone on his extendo-trip to Cali by then though It's really a very good opportunity for Flashmo though, so I'm REALLY trying to be supportive of his having to be out of town for the better part of the next 12-16 weeks. it's just kinda hard sometimes.... anyway, I might have to rope my daughter into runnin' over with me, roadtrip sounds fun!!
PS> I was target shooting in that picture, haven't learned to hunt just yet.
ZOMG!! I think that would be a kick in the pants Chica! He's prolly gonna be gone on his extendo-trip to Cali by then though
It's really a very good opportunity for Flashmo though, so I'm REALLY trying to be supportive of his having to be out of town for the better part of the next 12-16 weeks. it's just kinda hard sometimes.... anyway, I might have to rope my daughter into runnin' over with me, roadtrip sounds fun!!
PS> I was target shooting in that picture, haven't learned to hunt just yet.
Wiping the slate clean and removing a lot of the negativity from my life though.
Otherwise, I get really sad.
It will pass........ someday.