pandara

The morning was much better. I went for a 4 mile bike ride this morning with some good hills, swam 40 laps, then went to the gym and did the elliptical for like 20 minutes. I ran out of time and had to come home.

I'm feeling iritated this morning. I don't like that feeling. It started out with a mama, one of the friends I work out with, telling me my son and stepson are being mean to the littler kids. She also had to tell me that they are telling the little kids to kiss and things like that. OMG. Really the 10 year olds telling the 7 year olds to kiss is not OK to me. I should have been a waldorf parent or a homeschool parent and kept my kids away from TV and media. Innocence is something I so wish they all had. I feel like it is something I may have done wrong. ugh. The other part is that I always want to blame it on my stepson and my husband always wants to blame it on my son. The complexities of a mixed family. We talked about it though and had a good conversation. But still...

I really think all the exercise is making more aggressive feeling. I told my hubby that something in my wants to punch walls and such, not that I will, I just want to. I have had this talk with others and they say it is because my body produces more testosterone with exercise. Great!!

To a peaceful day.