pandara

There is something not so right about being up 2 days with my work and coming home to kids that have been treating the grandmother like shit. I am so not an abusive parent but someone got there mouth smacked last night. I have to say that I was devastated after the action. I cried so much and left the house crying. I didn't know where to go so I drove to the track at GFU (GEE F YOU) and just sat there and cried for a bit. It sucks being a parent sometimes. I am so not good and being the disciplinarian (spelling?). As I sat at the track I thought about how nice it would have been to have run running shoes. I didn't though. I was in stretchy pants, a fitted-T, no bra and no shoes. Figures when I have the mood to drive me to run and run I don't have the apparel. Next time I have a fit I am going to suit up and go.
So the triathlon training got set back last week. I was so sick!!!! I still haven't gotten my voice back completely. SUCK!!!! I did however swin a few days. My lungs are in bad shape though and I am weaker than I am comfortable with. I'm off to run and swim in the morning. I have to get back on the horse and go. It is so easy to stop.
I made some No cook protein bars tonight. They are setting up in the fridge. Whey protein, honey, milk, oats and peanut butter. I hope they turn out good. I think they will be my new staple. Any protein bar recipes that you all have made and think are good would be nice. Please share. xo
I also, to mention, had a lovely birth yesterday. It was so very sweet. A baby girl, almost 8 lbs.
So that's all for now. That's something though, I guess.
I have to go make dinner. The kids are trying to talk me into popcorn for dinner. This is why kids aren't in charge of the universe.

Excuse any typos. It's in my nature.