pandara

I'm so freakin retarded.
I know that we don't use that word anymore but I was born in the early 70's so fuck it.
I am just still all fucked up in the head.
I think it must be my winter bi-polarity or something.
It seems every winter I get a bit figity and start trippin on all kinds of weird shit.

I'm still attached to the fuck off. So I guess you can just do that fo sho.
Isn't it so amazing how the human being works oh and the games people play.
I suppose every game has it's burn and I'm totally sizzling hot.

My psychosis rises up by the lack of the ever so refreshing zzzzzz's. I think I have officially spun out. Incredibly enough I'm still very well balanced in the "real world", it's only here I feel like a fucking crazy retard.

I wish I could explain it better but it has to do with you and you and you and you and you. I find my mania sparked and my depression sneaking up and tapping it on the shoulder. What the fuck winter? You fucking got me when I least fucking expected it. shit!

I'm feeling more myself than usual and the myself that I'm feeling is that familiar girl that changes my life and acts on a whim. Oh sweet whimsical me and I'll kick your ass too so watch out.

Oh my lovely psychosis I wish I knew how to embrace thee, or is that what I do the best.

I feel like I need to vomit. I have emotional flatulence. What the fuck is wrong with me?