Saturday Aug 02, 2008

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Life and it's little realities can sometimes be quite complex.

I started wrting a blog today about how everything felt so right today. I mean I was feelin on top of cloud 9.
Then the phone rang. The heroin sadness again.
Slam down the ground I came crashing.
How to best support people in good places and people in bad?
I sometimes feel like a yo-yo.
I get that some people make it through life not really giving a fuck.
I am not one of those people.
ughhhhh
I am feeling sad right now.

But on a brighter note. I have really been enjoying my blog responses here. It makes me feel like I am really getting to know you. I know it sounds like I'm some sort of freak or something. I KNOW!!! I just like to know some people that aren't in my day to day outside this little electric box.

So here are the questions so that we can keep building on this lovely little thing we got goin on.

Have you ever cried for someone else's pain?
Do you know anyone that does heroin?
Do you know anyone that has ever gotten clean from heroin?
Do you have any pets?
Do you have a electric dishwasher of a human dishwasher?
Do you like showers of bath's better?
How old were you parents when you were born?
Do you think your parents ages affected how you turned out?
Who is your cell provider?


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Yes I have. Only for one person though. I feel like I need to cry again right now.
See above story. Yes I do. One currently. I have known many. Heroin is the most horrid thing!! The effects are so fucking disgusting and sad. Welcome to the AMERICA!!
I know people that have tried to kick. I don't know that any of them stopped. I wasn't able to stay their freind through the roller coster. OH did I tell you my step dad was a junkie. We had him and his friends stealing from us for many years. I'm not friends with him either.
I have a goldfish named Goldie, a dog named Nanook, a cat named Galadriel, two rats named Matilda and Sprite, and my 8 year old cat Dragon he hates us and won't come home because of the other cat. Dragon is the street cat. It makes me so mad.
I am the human dishwasher. I hate it too. I try to do it as often as possible so that if doesn't get overwhelming. It has happened though. I hate that.
I like to take sit down showers. I just sit there with the water hitting me. I used to love baths. Not so much anymore. I wonder when that changed.
My mother was 17 when I was born and my father was 19. My father then died of cancer when I was 3 months old. Oh and he was a junkie too. So I'm not really sure if he really died of cancer or he OD'd. My mom and me don't talk about it at all. So I grew up with my mom and my grandparents.
I think my mom was as good a mom as a young women could be in the 70's. She worked hard. But she hung out with all the druggies. My grandparents on the other hand were the best. I loved them more than I could ever say. My grandma died when I was 12 then grandpa moved away. Then things really got interestingly disgusting. I think I am a great mix of good and evil, mostly good. I just have really fucked up morals at times. Those would be the evil times I guess. Not lately though.
I have Verizon.


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asylum643:
Thanks for the Secrets, I am having fun answering the questions
bender99:
I am sorry you are going through a rough time, I was thinking about you and wonder where you have been the last couple of days. I hope things get better for you and it has been fun getting to know you.

Have you ever cried for someone else's pain? Yes
Do you know anyone that does heroin? Not now, but one, my high school girlfriends brother did it.
Do you know anyone that has ever gotten clean from heroin? The last I heard he was still on it and his family didn't know where he was or how to get in contact with him and really didn't want to know.
Do you have any pets? no
Do you have a electric dishwasher of a human dishwasher? electric
Do you like showers of bath's better? showers
How old were you parents when you were born? my mom was 42 my dad was 40 believe it or not I am an only child and was planned.
Do you think your parents ages affected how you turned out? I think it did, they didn't expect me to be married with kids by the time I was 25. They also couldn't relate to a lot of things because they are so much older.
Who is your cell provider? Fido

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