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pandara

Living in wine country these days.

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Friday Aug 01, 2008

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Oh my god I know so much about all of you now. This is so interesting and fun for me.
I know about ambien and tights, sleep groping, the massive hatred of jelly and so so so much more. My life is more complete now.thank you

I went out last night with my girl, Vivien Fuego. She played a show with a her band Chemically Restrained I used the camcorder to tape it for them. So I had something to do rather than just drink beer. Well i did that too and ate pea soup. That was all they had and I was really hungry. Bad choice!!!! My belly was a bit mad at me when I got home. I am still suffering at 5 am.
I actually liked the band that played with them though. There were called Octagon Control, It kind reminded my of some sound from Iggy Pop. Not quite sure what sound. They do have a great drummer though.
So it was a night out. I don't typically do that.
Before i went in a got this call from a mama having twins. I think I may be with her for this. We are creating a plan for her to have these babies vaginally, but in the hospital. I don't work in the hospital. So we are going to see if we can set up a dual care thing with a doc in town. We'll see what comes about this. I think it's a great idea though. I hope it happens for her.

Have you ever had one of those days full of coincidences? Well yesterday was it for me. Crazy things all day long and it continued on and on and on.

So I have some questions.

Do you have dejavue?
Have you ever met with someone and been sure as shit you already know them but not sure how or why?
Do you get out much?
Do you ride a bike?
Is your car clean?
Do you make your bed everyday?
Do you believe in magic?
What is your faith?
What do you think of classism?



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i get crazy werid dejavue. Someone once told me it was a mini sezure, Do you know anything about that?
I think I know everyone. I have lived int the same town for 10 years. I do know many people. It seems most of them i know from the grocery store. It takes a very long time to get throught the store here.
I don't think I get out much. I work for someone during the day and independantly in the evening. I mostly only work. I am trying to add stuff for me into my life. It always feels so selfish though.
I do ride a bike. Yes I have posted it. Last night I saw a bike with a step stool to get on it. I was in a trippy neighborhood and there are lots of crazy bikes.
I live in my car. It is a complete shit hole. It has crap all over it. I need to clean it this weekend. I am pretty busy though. So it might or might not happen.
I love having my bed made everyday. I slack though. I sometimes make it before I go to bed. I am so far from type A. I need help.wink
I do believe in magical things. Really it is a crazy world and I have seen some unexplainable crazy things happen. I work a more alternative health care circle. It seems to be filled with amazing and enchanting methods of healing.
OK the faith thing is always tricky. I offend christians by the above statement. Well not all christians but some. The other day I was talking about the thing I have learned. It's called MAP. Well you call in different energies to help you. Well the christian I work with freaked. Funny thing is a like the whole idea of Christ. I was feeling maybe a bit more religous. So what do you call yourself if you have some christian beliefs and alternative beliefs as well. I am so confused. Yes just another place I don't fit in. I'm used to it.
I thnk I am having a harder and harder time relating to the upper class. I just don't get it. I have the desire to have excess at times. I really do. I just don't get the drive for it. Is classism something that is bred into people, shared generation after generation. I have tried to branch out. It is often pretty weird and uncomfortable. Not sure how I will feel about this when I am making more money. I want to buy a house and have nice things. Excess confuses me though. Then many many many would say that I too have excess.



Thanks.

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jormagund:
Well of course that's the weight of the whole thing, shell included. I don't really know what it translates into for actual meat. But it's a big freakin' lobster. I haven't done that in a long time, so I don't feel too guilty about it.

I shoulda skipped dessert though. I felt fine up until that point. Then I felt stuffed and uncomfortable. Probably ought to have known better.
Aug 1, 2008
lizfitts:


Do you have dejavue? sometimes
Have you ever met with someone and been sure as shit you already know them but not sure how or why? yes
Do you get out much? not at all. And I like it that way!
Do you ride a bike? not at present - wish I did. I need to find a bike.
Is your car clean? Our car has dog hair upholstery.
Do you make your bed everyday? What?? Who does that?
Do you believe in magic? yes.
What is your faith? I have faith that shit happens, but everything works out, balances in the end. Karma.
What do you think of classism? Classism? You mean capitalist class structure? Fortunately I escaped into the artisan class - so I feel detached & observant. And I think it's horrible. Class struggle into class war........ How about utopian socialism, armed? skull








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