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pandara

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Monday Feb 04, 2008

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Ok moving into a new phase.
I cried my eyes out and now I am moving on from that tid bit of emotional despair I was experiencing.



I'm ready to feel better.

I am tired though. Last night was filled with tossing and turning accompanied by insomnia. I think it is such a cruel joke on me to give me a night full of emotional flatulence followed by no sleep. My poor poor brain had to work out so much sadness.



I think reading Dante's Inferno while feeling yucky about life is a bad bad bad idea. You see I am only through Gluttony and I already know I'm going straight to hell and Limbo broke my heart. When one is already feeling sad going to the place of lost lust and lost love is quite depressing.



Amidst all this, I love my life. It's a pretty stinkin good one.

I need to sit down and do some serious writing. I have to get least a couple more articles published over this next year. I am teaching at a big conference and it will just feel better to be officially known by the attendees. I want my class full. I have important stuff to talk about. I am a pioneer you know. wink

and this is one of my specialties

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


I make placenta medicine and it is amazing. I'll probably be writing more and more about it. I am just getting more connected with reserachers.

Placentas (Zi he che) have been used in Traditional Chinese Medicine for centuries.




VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
tijuana:
i'm ready to feel better to. i just don't know how to go about it.
hope you are feeling better & got some sleep!
Feb 5, 2008
bushka:
new phases are good, and just keep passing through them till you find what you need kiss
Feb 5, 2008

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