pandara

I love my life. I have so many wonderful connections with some many amazing women. I feel blessed. My blessings come in all sorts of mixed emotions of surprise, happiness, sadness, concern and so very much more. I love these blessings that have falling upon me. I am very lucky I really am.



Went the the Army Christmas meal today. I wasn't expecting to see anyone I knew. haha. I did however. I saw 2 mamas and 4 babies that I was with in their births, from back when I worked in OB at the hospital. It was a trip. One of the mama's was a SGT as odd as that may sound it was 10 times more so for me.



Then I came home and walked down to a dear friend of mines house. She lives about 2 blocks down. She is pregnant and asked me to be her midwife. I was and still am honored, as she has had 2 unassisted births previously. Her life is so hard. She has a tough relationship burdened by addiction. I feel for her. When I listend for heart tones we both started to cry. I know our tears were matched in the love of a knew baby and the pain and fear of her raising another without a partner. Women don't always have it easy. She is a good woman too. I know the pregnancy and birth will be fine. I worry for the time beyond that. I'll be praying on this one for a miracle. She really deserves a miracle beyond the birth of a healthy baby.


Inpired today to seek out some Elvis by riderx and his Elvis Christmas tree.