pandamonium

Cupid's arrow, dipped in poison
Shot back and forth to protect the archer
Inflicting pain saves yourself
We pour hot coals down each other's hearts
For something that was done
I hate you for how you've hurt me
But I love you too much to hurt you back
Or leave you
And so I am stuck
Impaled between love and pain
Unable to let things...
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mmmm . . . . bamboo

me and the voices in my head agree . . . i'm crazy.

Once

We walked through the darkness
You and I
As the light from the moon illuminated our steps
Together we held friendship's flame
I knew you, in a time past
I could feel your presence
And you smiled
As you took my hand in yours
We never spoke
Yet said so much
As we walked through the darkness
You and I
I closed my eyes...
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Paradox

You make my Hitler heart apologize
With your eyes
That shrink the Grand Canyon to a papercut.
Youth,
Overflowing with the wisdom and strength of an ancient scholar
Create mysteries that draw me to you
Stronger than the strongest magnet.
I am a child, naked and helpless.
With my greatest fear comes the sweetest feeling
Nation-conquering inspiration, were my name Helen.

I have found...
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the moon is always female and so am i
although often in this vale of razorblades
i have wished i could put on and take off my sex like a dress and why not?
do men wear their sex always?
the priest, the doctor, the teacher all tell us they come to their professions neuter as clams and the truth is when i work i...
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i got my septum pierced last night and i absolutely love it. it's my new favorite piercing . . . for now.

but i still can't upload the picture, dammit.


next on the list is a double traegis (sp) in my left ear - i can't wait.

so i finally got a picture taken that's smaller than the 100kB requirement. That's me on the left, with the pigtails. Kinda blurry and not all that great, but better than nothing, right? i'm slightly dissapointed that none of my piercings or my tattoo is visible.

A friend, Christine, came to visit me from Denver. I took her around Atlanta, which was enlightening for me...
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