pandamonium

hey, just thought of something, not sure whether you may find any comfort in it.
My counsellor said to me the other day " The problems you have, we could spend years on."
Now, the cynics may say "well he would say that, it's keeping him in business if you keep coming back."
but this is the thing: it's a free service, provided by the university, and is only a 6-12 week course.

so you're not alone on the fuck up score. i might even go to a different counsellor and talk about what me counsellor said ( i kid, but it doesn't fill you with positive feelings about yourself.)

it's one thing feeling a fuck up, it's quite another be you are one.

I knew about your new piercing..I did not however know that you were freaking over anythign with the boy. I don't know what going on here with him or why you two are not on the up and up, I think the idea of leaving the site over him is ludicris.

You have too much potential to meet cool people and stare at pretty boobies to leave. What good would leaving do other then ...well..it won't do any good. I can't even dream up a way to make that an even half assed good idea.

I don't mean to be mean..but WAKE UP YO. Don't do something stupid becasue you did somethign stupid. Not that I know you even did anything stupid. I'm sure he's a great boy...but he's just a boy as well.

YOu met a boy. You liked him. It (seems it) isn't working. Be sad..get passed it...move along..nothing to see here.

Don't stop seeing your potential becasue of the bad things in your life. Its REALLY sad when that happens.