i'm taking a break for a while.
i need to get my head on straight.
i'll be back and i'll be better.
i need to get my head on straight.
i'll be back and i'll be better.
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i might be leaving the site.
for good.
i've fucked up.
and i don't know if there's any way to fix it.
and you wonder why i hate myself so much.
why can't i just be normal? why do i have to be so fucked up?
why do i have to take a wonderful guy and annoy him to the point of insanity?
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for good.
i've fucked up.
and i don't know if there's any way to fix it.
and you wonder why i hate myself so much.
why can't i just be normal? why do i have to be so fucked up?
why do i have to take a wonderful guy and annoy him to the point of insanity?
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teenagesuperstar:
hey, just thought of something, not sure whether you may find any comfort in it.
My counsellor said to me the other day " The problems you have, we could spend years on."
Now, the cynics may say "well he would say that, it's keeping him in business if you keep coming back."
but this is the thing: it's a free service, provided by the university, and is only a 6-12 week course.
so you're not alone on the fuck up score. i might even go to a different counsellor and talk about what me counsellor said ( i kid, but it doesn't fill you with positive feelings about yourself.)
it's one thing feeling a fuck up, it's quite another be you are one.
My counsellor said to me the other day " The problems you have, we could spend years on."
Now, the cynics may say "well he would say that, it's keeping him in business if you keep coming back."
but this is the thing: it's a free service, provided by the university, and is only a 6-12 week course.
so you're not alone on the fuck up score. i might even go to a different counsellor and talk about what me counsellor said ( i kid, but it doesn't fill you with positive feelings about yourself.)
it's one thing feeling a fuck up, it's quite another be you are one.
buzzhum:
I knew about your new piercing..I did not however know that you were freaking over anythign with the boy. I don't know what going on here with him or why you two are not on the up and up, I think the idea of leaving the site over him is ludicris.
You have too much potential to meet cool people and stare at pretty boobies to leave. What good would leaving do other then ...well..it won't do any good. I can't even dream up a way to make that an even half assed good idea.
I don't mean to be mean..but WAKE UP YO. Don't do something stupid becasue you did somethign stupid. Not that I know you even did anything stupid. I'm sure he's a great boy...but he's just a boy as well.
YOu met a boy. You liked him. It (seems it) isn't working. Be sad..get passed it...move along..nothing to see here.
Don't stop seeing your potential becasue of the bad things in your life. Its REALLY sad when that happens.
You have too much potential to meet cool people and stare at pretty boobies to leave. What good would leaving do other then ...well..it won't do any good. I can't even dream up a way to make that an even half assed good idea.
I don't mean to be mean..but WAKE UP YO. Don't do something stupid becasue you did somethign stupid. Not that I know you even did anything stupid. I'm sure he's a great boy...but he's just a boy as well.
YOu met a boy. You liked him. It (seems it) isn't working. Be sad..get passed it...move along..nothing to see here.
Don't stop seeing your potential becasue of the bad things in your life. Its REALLY sad when that happens.
stupid
and crazy
and crazy
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sevenmag:
Jeez arent you the nice one 
....all I know is Im stickin to the crown tonight.
....all I know is Im stickin to the crown tonight.
scarredangel:
Thanks.
Bunches.
I'll call when i'm ready to talk.
Bunches.
I'll call when i'm ready to talk.
yesterday was my brother's 26th birthday. i bought him some Crown Royal Special Reserve. that shit is sooo smooth.
i got pretty fucking wasted last night.
i love liquor. = no hangovers.
i got pretty fucking wasted last night.
i love liquor. = no hangovers.
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jonc:
liquor = HUGE hangover which i don't remember the night
odette:
awwwww you ARE a good sister. i miss my bro now. ah liquor....
Learning to love differently is hard,
love with the hands wide open, love
with the doors banging on their hinges,
the cupboard unlocked, the wind
roaring and whimpering in the rooms
rustling the sheets and snapping the blinds
that thwack like rubber bands
in an open palm.
It hurts to love wide open
stretching the muscles that feel
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love with the hands wide open, love
with the doors banging on their hinges,
the cupboard unlocked, the wind
roaring and whimpering in the rooms
rustling the sheets and snapping the blinds
that thwack like rubber bands
in an open palm.
It hurts to love wide open
stretching the muscles that feel
as if they are made of wet...
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pygmy:
Thanks for the birthday wishes 
r3v:
heh, yes. She does in deed kick much ass. I'm pretty lucky.
want a good scare?
watch a two year old tumble head over heels down a flight of stairs.
watch a two year old tumble head over heels down a flight of stairs.
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slayerboy:
wanna know what's even scarier?
avtually doing that yourself when your a kid Of course, any time I fell or had any bodily pain I would faint as a kid. And I have two tattoos now!
avtually doing that yourself when your a kid Of course, any time I fell or had any bodily pain I would faint as a kid. And I have two tattoos now!
scarredangel:
Shoot me now.
a little early for Christmas, but i just couldn't resist
A young boy asks his father, "Dad, is it OK for us guys to notice all the different kind of boobs?
Surprised, the father answers, "Well, sure son, we wouldn't be normal if we didn't. There are all kinds of breasts depending on a woman's age. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons,...
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A young boy asks his father, "Dad, is it OK for us guys to notice all the different kind of boobs?
Surprised, the father answers, "Well, sure son, we wouldn't be normal if we didn't. There are all kinds of breasts depending on a woman's age. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons,...
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sevenmag:
I like beer as much as the nexy guy(probably more) but that is seriously fooked oop.
what are you doing for Halloween?
what are you doing for Halloween?
damonone:
thanks for the birthday greetings!
can i buy you a cookie?
can i buy you a cookie?
older brothers are fucking awesome for advice.
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and now some interesting facts:
For those of us who watch what we eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting medical studies:
1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.
2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat...
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and now some interesting facts:
For those of us who watch what we eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting medical studies:
1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.
2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat...
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buzzhum:
I know Susan. I know her as an artsy type. Shes always been sweet to me but I can see where your frustrations come from. I used to see her every X mas back When D's and my family were still tight.
IT matters not to me, but if it ever occurs to you to say something you can tell her Larry Warners's son Michael says hello. IT might bring attention to the fact that you were talking about her...and even if you "don't care"...you might care in the bigger job picture. She likes me so it would be well recived in that regard. Still it doesn't really matter to me if you do. This one wouldn't be fun like telling Danni.
ON ANOTHER NOTE THOUGH: Maybe you being seen as a friend of mine might give her reason to be nice to you and show a little favoritism. You get more bees with honey yo!!! Do me a favor though..and tell her you met me throught a music web site and not porn if you mention me at all. THat woudl dig us both a deeper hole.
IT matters not to me, but if it ever occurs to you to say something you can tell her Larry Warners's son Michael says hello. IT might bring attention to the fact that you were talking about her...and even if you "don't care"...you might care in the bigger job picture. She likes me so it would be well recived in that regard. Still it doesn't really matter to me if you do. This one wouldn't be fun like telling Danni.
ON ANOTHER NOTE THOUGH: Maybe you being seen as a friend of mine might give her reason to be nice to you and show a little favoritism. You get more bees with honey yo!!! Do me a favor though..and tell her you met me throught a music web site and not porn if you mention me at all. THat woudl dig us both a deeper hole.
sevenmag:
I KNEW you picked Bob for a reason.....
back to the self loathing.
must be inherent to pandas.
and apparently, i'm the biggest, most heartless bitch to walk the earth.
just thought i should warn everyone.
must be inherent to pandas.
and apparently, i'm the biggest, most heartless bitch to walk the earth.
just thought i should warn everyone.
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vapor2020:
Thanks, you could always do it to other peoples kids. As long as they don';t know it was you.
thejuanupsman:
There is no way you are the biggest, most heartless bitch to walk the earth. I know her. I like to call her MOM. well actually i like to call her a lot of other stuff. And i wish I could call someone else mom. But that is another story. I never thanked you for the compliment about my daughter. I appreciate it. It always amazes me that she looks so much like me and yet she is a Beauty and I am a Beast.
No self loathing. Loath other people. It works out much better and frankly most of them deserve it. Heh ok I am trying but frankly I hate most of the world right now too. Hope you feel better soon.
No self loathing. Loath other people. It works out much better and frankly most of them deserve it. Heh ok I am trying but frankly I hate most of the world right now too. Hope you feel better soon.
who'll come visit me in jail when i kill this stupid fucking receptionist that works at my company?
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scarredangel:
Isn't "that stupid fucking receptionist" like you boss' mom or something like that? Might not be in your best interests to off her just yet... 
rockstarinc:
I will put the file in the cake for you. 
Sensitive men do exist
A woman meets a gorgeous man in a bar. They talk, they connect, and they end up leaving together. They get back to his apartment and she notices that his bedroom is completely packed with sweet cuddly teddy bears.
Hundreds of cute small bears on a shelf all the way along the floor, cuddly medium-sized ones on a shelf a little...
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A woman meets a gorgeous man in a bar. They talk, they connect, and they end up leaving together. They get back to his apartment and she notices that his bedroom is completely packed with sweet cuddly teddy bears.
Hundreds of cute small bears on a shelf all the way along the floor, cuddly medium-sized ones on a shelf a little...
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sevenmag:
I could be yer uncle daddy.
sevenmag:
wow, we are sick bastards
ahhhh .... coffee, cloves, a little SG ... what a way to wake up
the only thing that could make it better would be a beach .... i love the beach .... i miss the beach
my mom's back home for the next week. she's been gone a week. i really miss her.
isn't it weird how you can be "all grown up" and still...
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the only thing that could make it better would be a beach .... i love the beach .... i miss the beach
my mom's back home for the next week. she's been gone a week. i really miss her.
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emily_m:
I have to wiat until January because I still have 4 or 5 healing piercings. By January, most of them should be healed. I just don't want to overdo it.
daghost:
I was not really ready for my Masters and I am now prepared to venture in less prosperous but more intellectually satisfying areas. So, yes and no
I opted to just stay home.