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Well, I got the room!!! As soon as I get my check I will be moving in!

I'm going to hang out with my friend Lauren today. She's so awesome!!! She's like a little ray of sunshine for me. She's incredibly positive and a great source of motivation for me.

Her ex husband and Jon were high school friends, so we kind of became friends by default. However we have become closer through this journey we call divorce. However, her and her...
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WOoOoO!!!! Social Security did me a solid and issued me an emergency check for August! So that means I'm not broke anymore!!!!

So this Friday Xylah and I are going to go get my daughter so I can have my visitation with her!!! I'm so excited to be able to finally spend some quality time with her. Which also means I'll be taking lots of...
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it's official my life sucks. I'm confused and have no idea whats going on. Have no idea what to do. I kind of want to run away. And on top of the I'm short 5 fucking dollars to get the bus back to Tracy........

Back at tattooeddad71's house for a few weeks. I feel so much better being here with him and his family. There's so much love in this house. So much emotional support too. Right now I really need that.

There have been some issues with my SSI disability check since I left San Jose. Social Security completely fucked up and didn't change my address in...
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We were hoping to get into a new place by the first. Considering we have 9 days left in this month I'm not hopeful at all. So now I'm going to have to scramble to find somewhere here to stay for the time being and spend another month apart from Jon and Olivia.

I thought I had exhausted all of my resources. I forgot that tattooeddad71 had offered to help me. Well I texted him and asked if someone would come rescue me. He did just that. Now I am sitting at his house.


My Mother completely betrayed my trust for the last time. I thought that she was going to be back in my life and actually...
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Well today was fun.
As soon as I can I'm flying home to my mom.