Back at tattooeddad71's house for a few weeks. I feel so much better being here with him and his family. There's so much love in this house. So much emotional support too. Right now I really need that.

There have been some issues with my SSI disability check since I left San Jose. Social Security completely fucked up and didn't change my address in time. So it went to my old address. So the woman I was living with called me to let me know. I asked her to send it to me. And if she had sent it to me it would have been here by now. So I'm guessing she sent it back. On Monday I have to call them and figure out WTF is going on. I really need it. Not only am I broke as fuck, but I'm in desperate need of a change of scenery.


I can't wait to get out of here and go be with my honey. I can't wait for him to just hold me and kiss me.