Well, I'm back in San Jose. I've been spending alot of time with my daughter. Every moment I've spent with her has been pure bliss.
Her first birthday was on the 4th. I can't believe it's been a year already.
I took her to the park yesterday. It was her first time going to a park and swinging in a big girl swing. She loved it so much.
Jon brought her over again today so we all could hang out. After her nap and lunch we took her to the park again so she could go and swing. She was so excited to go back and get in the big girl swing again. I think Jon really enjoyed seeing her so happy to be at the park.
I felt so empty being so far away from her. Now that I am back I feel like I can finally breathe and be relaxed again. Amazingly Jonny and I have been getting along well. We've been spending alot of time together. Talking about everything that has happened and trying to get our feelings out in the open. Which is a little harder for Jon than it is for me. but that's okay. Everything will work out in the end the way it should.
Now I just need to get my ass motivated to go get my GED taken care of and get my ass in cosmetology school. I know it won't be easy, but it will be rewarding. Cosmetology is something I've been wanting to do since I can remember. I know it's a career I can really make something out of. Not to mention it will help me survive here in California.
So tell me now, What have YOU been up to in the past couple of months?
Her first birthday was on the 4th. I can't believe it's been a year already.
I took her to the park yesterday. It was her first time going to a park and swinging in a big girl swing. She loved it so much.
Jon brought her over again today so we all could hang out. After her nap and lunch we took her to the park again so she could go and swing. She was so excited to go back and get in the big girl swing again. I think Jon really enjoyed seeing her so happy to be at the park.
I felt so empty being so far away from her. Now that I am back I feel like I can finally breathe and be relaxed again. Amazingly Jonny and I have been getting along well. We've been spending alot of time together. Talking about everything that has happened and trying to get our feelings out in the open. Which is a little harder for Jon than it is for me. but that's okay. Everything will work out in the end the way it should.
Now I just need to get my ass motivated to go get my GED taken care of and get my ass in cosmetology school. I know it won't be easy, but it will be rewarding. Cosmetology is something I've been wanting to do since I can remember. I know it's a career I can really make something out of. Not to mention it will help me survive here in California.
So tell me now, What have YOU been up to in the past couple of months?
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dika:
ive been inyour shoes before dear and thats a very hard road to be walking down.....keep ur head up lady!!!xoxoxoxoxo
dika:
well happy mothers day to u too hun!!!!! and welcome back to sg land!!!