Christmas is coming and I'm not really that excited about it. I know I should be because it's Livvi's first Christmas. But we don't have a tree or money to buy one. No present money. I'm terribly depressed. I know that her Grandparents are going to get her presents. To me it's not the same. I wanted to be able to give my little girl a great first Christmas.
ElizaDolittle fancied up some pictures for me to print out for my father in law. I also got some printed out for my mother in law. So at least I got some kind of present for them.
Since I became pregnant I have been trying to find my biological father. I got the help of my friend who lives in my hometown in Illinois. She found him! After 10 years I finally got to speak with my father. I also got in contact with my Uncle and Aunt. I miss my family dearly. With the holidays in full throttle I miss them even more. I was hoping to take Livvi to meet them sometime soon. But that isn't happening anytime soon.
My holidays are full of fail this year.
ElizaDolittle fancied up some pictures for me to print out for my father in law. I also got some printed out for my mother in law. So at least I got some kind of present for them.
Since I became pregnant I have been trying to find my biological father. I got the help of my friend who lives in my hometown in Illinois. She found him! After 10 years I finally got to speak with my father. I also got in contact with my Uncle and Aunt. I miss my family dearly. With the holidays in full throttle I miss them even more. I was hoping to take Livvi to meet them sometime soon. But that isn't happening anytime soon.
My holidays are full of fail this year.
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You're still a nerd, though.