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So Christmas has come and gone. Thank Jeebus! and it is almost a new year. I am so happy this year is coming to a close. it was a horrid year. although it is ending semi OK. I met a wonderful boy whom I have fallen madly in love with. and I get to start a brand new year with him. and hopefully the rest of my life!


I got a phone call this morning from a friend. He got into a terribly accident at work in late September. He has been recovering from a Hangmans break in his neck. Which He is lucky to have survived. He has been recovering really well. and I am very proud of him. This morning he called me to tell me that the vertebre that had been fractured is seperating. and now has to go and have more surgery that he may not survive. It is also possible that he may become paralized from it. I'm so terrified. He is one of my best friends. one of the only people I can tell ANYTHING to. and he gives me great advice. I need him in my life. I need him to be there to pick up the phone. I don't know what I would do if he passed......