AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Help! I am a moron. Completely allergic to common sense and logic! I have been taking some pills that are, for me anyway, essentially speed. I mean hardcore, go go go go speed. Not that I need to be repremanded for misuse of medication or anything, It just so happens that my meds affect me like speed and make me have zero appetite. I have to force myself to eat a little something everyday just so I don't starve. The great thing about it is that I've lost some serious poundage and continue to do so, woohoo, go me! I expect that by the time I'm finished with the meds, I will have lost about 25 lbs. I never really want to be skinny per se, but let's be real, it ain't gonna hurt me to lose a big honkin' chunk o' fat.
Anywho.... I have just gotton in the habit of waking up and taking my meds and my vitamin and going about my day as usual. I don't even think about it. That's what I did this morning. The thing is, the speed affect of the meds really last a long time and I've had some trouble sleeping because of it. When I wake up some mornings, it's like I havn't even slept. My body just screams at me "hey! Bitch! I havn't gotton any rest at all!" Today was like that and I was soooo groggy. Not thinkng at ALL, I got up, popped my meds and took off for work. I'm thinking I need to wake up so drink an energy drink! Geez I'm such a friggin loser! i have been flipping out like a crack addict all day! I am in the process of doing anything I can to get rid of all this excess energy! I'm absolutely nauseaous from the shit in my system right now and I drank the damn drink THIS MORNING! I get the feeling that if I don't puke, it's gonna be a really long night.
Anywho.... I have just gotton in the habit of waking up and taking my meds and my vitamin and going about my day as usual. I don't even think about it. That's what I did this morning. The thing is, the speed affect of the meds really last a long time and I've had some trouble sleeping because of it. When I wake up some mornings, it's like I havn't even slept. My body just screams at me "hey! Bitch! I havn't gotton any rest at all!" Today was like that and I was soooo groggy. Not thinkng at ALL, I got up, popped my meds and took off for work. I'm thinking I need to wake up so drink an energy drink! Geez I'm such a friggin loser! i have been flipping out like a crack addict all day! I am in the process of doing anything I can to get rid of all this excess energy! I'm absolutely nauseaous from the shit in my system right now and I drank the damn drink THIS MORNING! I get the feeling that if I don't puke, it's gonna be a really long night.
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