Geez Louise! So the dramorama that is Pammy's love life continues:
When we left our fearful heroine, she was pissed and sad and damn near homocidal over the bf being gay as hell and ditching her for what seemed to be fairly plastic reasoning.
Fade in to Saturday afternoon......I'm sitting on the couch being well a slob I'm not gonna lie. Dude full on pyjamas rum and coke doritos in the lap chillin in front of the idiot box slob mode with roomie. There's a knock at the door, we NEVER have unexpected comapany, please god don't let it be my mom I got a good buzz going. So roomie answers and lo and behold there's Tommy with daughter Ashley in tow. Roomie says "it's for you" and proceeds to go to his room with a "punk ass little bitch" thrown over his shoulder. Tommy and Ashley come in and all i can think is "damn wish I didn't look like Rosanne on a bad day" Ashley gives me a knock my breath out hug (sweet) and Tommy sits me in a chair then goes down to his knees in front of me. (no small feat for a guy whose back is totally fucked and walks with a cane) He cries in my lap and holds me around my legs so tight and begs my forgiveness for at least 15 minutes. "I'll do anything" "I was so stupid" "I was so afraid because you were so perfect" "I'll do anything""please please forgive me and take me back"
Look folks I have NEVER ever ever ever had anyone do this to me ever. I was buzzed and floored. Now let's discuss the wuss factor: he brought his daughter as emotional insurance no doubt. I mean who the fuck would flat out turn down a dude in front of his daughter when he's begging and crying at her feet? noone who has a heart at all right? my god what would YOU do? He had mentioned that he was going camping till thursday and I told him I would think about it until then. That we could be friends no matter what. Seriously, what else could i say? I liked the guy so damn much and it destroyed me when it was over but for a million reasons it would be stupid to take him back, there are just as many really great things about him, but I really can't focus on that and still come out unhurt right?
When we left our fearful heroine, she was pissed and sad and damn near homocidal over the bf being gay as hell and ditching her for what seemed to be fairly plastic reasoning.
Fade in to Saturday afternoon......I'm sitting on the couch being well a slob I'm not gonna lie. Dude full on pyjamas rum and coke doritos in the lap chillin in front of the idiot box slob mode with roomie. There's a knock at the door, we NEVER have unexpected comapany, please god don't let it be my mom I got a good buzz going. So roomie answers and lo and behold there's Tommy with daughter Ashley in tow. Roomie says "it's for you" and proceeds to go to his room with a "punk ass little bitch" thrown over his shoulder. Tommy and Ashley come in and all i can think is "damn wish I didn't look like Rosanne on a bad day" Ashley gives me a knock my breath out hug (sweet) and Tommy sits me in a chair then goes down to his knees in front of me. (no small feat for a guy whose back is totally fucked and walks with a cane) He cries in my lap and holds me around my legs so tight and begs my forgiveness for at least 15 minutes. "I'll do anything" "I was so stupid" "I was so afraid because you were so perfect" "I'll do anything""please please forgive me and take me back"
Look folks I have NEVER ever ever ever had anyone do this to me ever. I was buzzed and floored. Now let's discuss the wuss factor: he brought his daughter as emotional insurance no doubt. I mean who the fuck would flat out turn down a dude in front of his daughter when he's begging and crying at her feet? noone who has a heart at all right? my god what would YOU do? He had mentioned that he was going camping till thursday and I told him I would think about it until then. That we could be friends no matter what. Seriously, what else could i say? I liked the guy so damn much and it destroyed me when it was over but for a million reasons it would be stupid to take him back, there are just as many really great things about him, but I really can't focus on that and still come out unhurt right?
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chetman:
I disagree with WrockinWrooster, everyone deserves a second chance as long as they are showing genuine remorse and their actions reflect it. I would tell hime he is on probation with you until his actions prove him worthwhile. Tell him you are doing this to protect yourself from being hurt again.
bluegiant:
Looks like you should come over HERE to find the men who'll REALLY appreciate you, hun!!