So i've given Tommy a chance and it's going well. i like him alot. He lets me be myself and doesn't expect too much. We have a great time together. I've been working on putting a good set together. I went to a coupla great events with some SG peeps, go check out PunkNiteMike blog for some silly pics.
ok update: I JUST said I'd give him a chance and it's going well right? Well pass the whisky and razorblades kids cuz this is the message i came home to tonight:
I do hurt more than just my back I am sorry but Pammy I just feel broken that night I almost whent to the hospital I hurt so much and I dont want to hurt you but at the same time I love being around you But this is how I feel and I still love Jamie and Devin and I miss them so much I dont know how to make myself not to think of them I try every day and I just cant its like missing a dead loved one but shes not dead and I say that if she would come back to me I would not take her back but the truth is I realy dont know what I would do I will understand if this is to much for you and you whant to go back to the way it was and date others and just see me now and then or not at all I am giving you this out becouse I know it hurts you for me to talk about Jamie but that part of my life when she was with me was the happest I had ever been in my hole life I dont want to hurt you and I dont want you to leave but I do know I want you to be happy and you cant be happy being with me when I know I hurt you please think about this show Josh listen to what he says then write me and let me know what you deside on
Tommy
FUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! Seriously. Why do you fucking bastards bother to beg and plead with a girl to be with you and only you and turn right around and make them feel like a fucking piece of dirt? I can feel like a piece of dirt just fine all on my own thank you. I'm so pissed right now. Why is it that I'm always always always second best to someone with everyone I've ever been with?I swear to God that if anyone ever asks me to be their fucking girlfriend again I'm gonna look them square in the eye and kick em right in the ding ding.
ok update: I JUST said I'd give him a chance and it's going well right? Well pass the whisky and razorblades kids cuz this is the message i came home to tonight:
I do hurt more than just my back I am sorry but Pammy I just feel broken that night I almost whent to the hospital I hurt so much and I dont want to hurt you but at the same time I love being around you But this is how I feel and I still love Jamie and Devin and I miss them so much I dont know how to make myself not to think of them I try every day and I just cant its like missing a dead loved one but shes not dead and I say that if she would come back to me I would not take her back but the truth is I realy dont know what I would do I will understand if this is to much for you and you whant to go back to the way it was and date others and just see me now and then or not at all I am giving you this out becouse I know it hurts you for me to talk about Jamie but that part of my life when she was with me was the happest I had ever been in my hole life I dont want to hurt you and I dont want you to leave but I do know I want you to be happy and you cant be happy being with me when I know I hurt you please think about this show Josh listen to what he says then write me and let me know what you deside on
Tommy
FUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! Seriously. Why do you fucking bastards bother to beg and plead with a girl to be with you and only you and turn right around and make them feel like a fucking piece of dirt? I can feel like a piece of dirt just fine all on my own thank you. I'm so pissed right now. Why is it that I'm always always always second best to someone with everyone I've ever been with?I swear to God that if anyone ever asks me to be their fucking girlfriend again I'm gonna look them square in the eye and kick em right in the ding ding.
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You could do with some snuggles too it seems.