palangi

Dude, I haven't written in a while, so i guess I will.

A friend of mine has been depressing the shit out of me. I know he can't help it and shit and he's depressed and needs help, but I don't want to be around him. At all.

I've been through all that crap and it takes me to a bad place and I never want to go back there. I've been clinically depressed and suicidal and a self-mutilator and all that. I think about it, like I am now, I feel shitty and depressed and I don't want to feel this way anymore. I don't like talking about it, because I feel like I'm in group again or something. Writing it for some reason I don't have a problem, but talking about it with people depresses me to no end. I feel stupid.

Gah, this week has been hectic. I've been doing finals and shit and it's been exhausting. Good thing is, after Friday, I won't have school until august.

Woo!! I got tickets to go see the midnight showing of X-Men! Yay, go me!!

I love Rogue. I would marry her if I could touch her and I were Gambit.