pajamamama

The sun is out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time for a walk!

Thank you to everyone for your kind words, encouragment, support and for listening to me. I really appreciate all of you SO much.

I have decided I am not running anymore...I can't do it...time for me to face my problems and life and move forward! I shall make my own happiness and be happy just to be!



Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?
Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way
Of caring about ourselves


SUCH a good song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now ready this is a great song too and half of me feels this way too



I listen to you cry
I cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Lets slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that leads us past the lives that we destroy


I can't wait for SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!