painunbound

Well hat would look so much cooler in a cool blood dripping font but oh well. So how is everyone in the universe today? Let's see I have quite a bit to update but I'm very tired so we'll see where I end up. Hmmm. Okay how to start how to start. Well let's see okay! Wait... no. Um damn! So I'm watching the Simpsons and yeah. Alright so let's jump in the old way back machine for a minute. Okay I've been hanging out with Rachel quite a bit lately. Last week we went out and commited a felony, now I could write more about that but I'd hate to make you all accesories after the fact, and also if I don't write it down you can't really call this a confession now can you? So you see that's where I'm coming from. It's funny everytime I hang out with Rach I end up with some kind of crazy story lastnight I was trying like hell to get some girl to show her tits to Rachel, and thanks to Kelly for finally coming through for us. OMG! LAstnight we went to this party and there was this guy who looked just like Wilson Cruz from My So Called Life and Party Monster. Too funny! The rest was a drunken blur with a Bon Jovi soundtrack. Then let's see I went out with this gal Megan the other night. Big mistake! I wouldn't have had to go through with it if certain friends *cough Theresa cough* had come through for me but oh well I had an enjoyable evening with a weird sort of aftermath. You can all guess the scenario here. Let's see what else have I been doing? Oh yeah Sage and I went to see the Exorcism of Emily Rose, which the more and more I think about it, really sucked. It's just like when I saw Exocist the Begining I thought I liked it but the more I thought about it I realized it sucked. I think it's just my desire to be with a gal that spits pea soup and screams in another language. Sometimes I wonder about myself. Then I get over it. Oh and Erik and I went to a car show in AC, and there was this Jeep, omg video monitors, sound system, and stripper pole! I want one. Other than that there wasn't alot to the show we looked at cars. There were no demos or vendors, or promo stuff to be found. Damn and I love free shit!. Oh yeah and Felicia was there too. She seemed nice. Afterward we all went down to the Tun Tavern and got our grub on. Good times. I'm having a hard time lately anytime I'm alone I go a little crazy. I'm trying to hard to fill my nights. I feel like I'm drowning if I don't have something to do. It sucks, one second I could be the happiest person alive and next I feel like swallowing broken glass. Weird? Yeah I'd say so. I had a falling out with a very close friend of mine and it left me feeling very down, and then another friend came along and really crucified me, but you live you, you learn, you forget, you get drunk. I talked to Mary today for the first time in forever. I really missed her, she's my closest work friend, someone I really confide in, and she found herself in a bad place for a while, and kind of hid from me. I understand why, but I wish she wouldn't be a fair weather friend. But she's back so everything is fine. Today is the 18th which means 9 days to PEELANDER-Z!!!! Kick ass! Oh and I won a shirt at work last week that could only possibly fit Bonnie, Jenn, or Rachel so whoever wants a Hypnotiq shirt let me know =) 20 days to Cleveland, 11 more to Danzig, and then 9 to the Drop Dead festival. This will be it for me until my birthday. I have to figure out some financial things and get everything else taken care of. Plus X-mas time is coming so get those lists into me soon. Well that's all for now. I'm going to get an Alienware Laptop with my tax return. Okay that's really all. Much love everyone. Thanks for your continued support.