Wow... My last post was over a year ago. Damn. Well, let's see.
In that that time I have moved 4 times. First time was an hour away, second time was 10 min, third time was 3000 miles to North Carolina, fourth time was back. My poor car. I moved to NC to see what it was like outside everything I had known. I thought that going to the other side of the country was a good try. I made it six months in a city (I hate cities) that reminded me of the place i was trying to get away from. When I got there I moved in with a friend and started to look for a job. Found one and proceeded to try and get the normalcy back in my life. When I started dating, the room mate(A woman with a large infatuation with me) turned on me. When I didn't focus on her the tension built. But I digress. I mat a woman and things went well for a while, then, like a 15 year old, she just stopped talking to me. I lost it, I was un-happy so i decided that if I was gunna put up with the same shit everywhere, I was gunna do it with my friends and family by my side. So I paced up and drove home. Happy now.
I also rebuilt a motorcycle, am building a house, getting in shape, trying to decide if dating is worth the trouble, and discovering I really like where I am in my life.
I'm slowly phasing out the people and things in my life that are holding me back and holding on to the things that keep me going forward.
Damn it feels good to be a gangster.
In that that time I have moved 4 times. First time was an hour away, second time was 10 min, third time was 3000 miles to North Carolina, fourth time was back. My poor car. I moved to NC to see what it was like outside everything I had known. I thought that going to the other side of the country was a good try. I made it six months in a city (I hate cities) that reminded me of the place i was trying to get away from. When I got there I moved in with a friend and started to look for a job. Found one and proceeded to try and get the normalcy back in my life. When I started dating, the room mate(A woman with a large infatuation with me) turned on me. When I didn't focus on her the tension built. But I digress. I mat a woman and things went well for a while, then, like a 15 year old, she just stopped talking to me. I lost it, I was un-happy so i decided that if I was gunna put up with the same shit everywhere, I was gunna do it with my friends and family by my side. So I paced up and drove home. Happy now.
I also rebuilt a motorcycle, am building a house, getting in shape, trying to decide if dating is worth the trouble, and discovering I really like where I am in my life.
I'm slowly phasing out the people and things in my life that are holding me back and holding on to the things that keep me going forward.
Damn it feels good to be a gangster.