Once again it has taken me forever and a day to update. Sorry about that folks. I spent the past week madly trying to get everything set up for when the hoopsband went on deployment. He left yesterday. 
As I stood out on the pier yesterday I was reminded just how much I think standing there and waving as a ship pulls away is completely depressing. All the sailors were standing on deck in their whites and all their loved ones were standing on the pier both just desperately wanting one last hug or kiss good bye. Oh hell I hate crying but even I wasn't imune to that tear jerking situation. Sad sad times....
So now I'm faced with packing up our home and putting it all in storage and taking care of all the grown up stuff for the both of us. I already knew it would be like this when I married him but I forgot how lonely it feels when you're faced with it.
To make things even worse my father in law attempted suicide over this weekend. I hate it when people try this shit, it's one of the most selfish things some one could ever possibly do. What makes the situation more fucked up is that I was the only family member insisting that they call the cops on him and I live thousands of miles away. It took me making a phone call to my father (who's a policeman) and nagging to get them to call the cops. The hubs father left us this fishy sounding good bye call and we discovered his mother finally gave him the boot. When we pressed her further about it she said he left the house with just his wallet and that what ever he did was between him and god now. I mean come on!!! See that right there had me seeing red! If they are christians and they believe suicide damns people to hell....then why the fuck would they send their own flesh and blood there on the express line? It took me saying that to get the cops called. The out come of the situation was that his father was found in a hotel room with a razor next to his bed. OOOH!!! so I was the crazy one thinking the cops could do some thing and more so they needed to be called. So the father in law spent a nice weekend in the psych ward and it sounds as if he's dealing with things a lot better now.
With all this crappy drama aside I'm trying to move out of my house like speed racer on coke. Why? Because as soon as I move out the people I'm starting the company with are gonna get to work. We are hoping to have some test products ready by early July. I can't wait to show you guys what we come up with! Any way folks hope you cool cats and kittens have a great week!
As I stood out on the pier yesterday I was reminded just how much I think standing there and waving as a ship pulls away is completely depressing. All the sailors were standing on deck in their whites and all their loved ones were standing on the pier both just desperately wanting one last hug or kiss good bye. Oh hell I hate crying but even I wasn't imune to that tear jerking situation. Sad sad times....
So now I'm faced with packing up our home and putting it all in storage and taking care of all the grown up stuff for the both of us. I already knew it would be like this when I married him but I forgot how lonely it feels when you're faced with it.
To make things even worse my father in law attempted suicide over this weekend. I hate it when people try this shit, it's one of the most selfish things some one could ever possibly do. What makes the situation more fucked up is that I was the only family member insisting that they call the cops on him and I live thousands of miles away. It took me making a phone call to my father (who's a policeman) and nagging to get them to call the cops. The hubs father left us this fishy sounding good bye call and we discovered his mother finally gave him the boot. When we pressed her further about it she said he left the house with just his wallet and that what ever he did was between him and god now. I mean come on!!! See that right there had me seeing red! If they are christians and they believe suicide damns people to hell....then why the fuck would they send their own flesh and blood there on the express line? It took me saying that to get the cops called. The out come of the situation was that his father was found in a hotel room with a razor next to his bed. OOOH!!! so I was the crazy one thinking the cops could do some thing and more so they needed to be called. So the father in law spent a nice weekend in the psych ward and it sounds as if he's dealing with things a lot better now.
With all this crappy drama aside I'm trying to move out of my house like speed racer on coke. Why? Because as soon as I move out the people I'm starting the company with are gonna get to work. We are hoping to have some test products ready by early July. I can't wait to show you guys what we come up with! Any way folks hope you cool cats and kittens have a great week!
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the_squishy:
WTF?! Geez what the shits been going on?
the_squishy:
oh & btw i have an idea for a shirt: it says "Hello Kinky" and there's a pic of hello kitty's face but she has on a gimp mask ha ha