painless_suicide

whoa...its been a while since i last wrote...thats how busy i have been..bleh.
everythings finally (or mostly lol) settled her at my new place...its fun...although i have been smoking waaaay too much lately...basically cus we now have a place of our own and can smoke whenever we want lol.
and thats what i have been doing for the past hm...7 hours haha...sad thing is..its almost 5 am and i have to work at 11 am...but im not even tired! well actually i am but i just cant fall asleep..i hate when that happens >_<
haha i just got out of the shower (oooh, haha) but while i was in there..i kept hearing music...like i literally in my head listened to Green Days entire cd..i dont how i did it..but it was creepy lol. and now me and my friend ryan have found out that we are physically...its so weird...like one of us would be talking about something..and the other would automattically feel that way when they started talking...like i was talking about how weightless i felt..and right when hearing that, ryan said he felt weightless all of a sudden. creepy shit..plus a bit of other stuff but my memory is blurry at the moment haha...
okay sleep time...
later bitches ^_^
-jen