painangel

Well I am officially sick... not only that but I have a pinched nerve in my back now too... must have been all the coughing... This sucks. On top of that all the quotes I sent out last week for business got denied. Everyone says they don't have the money. They want everything but don't want to pay for it.

Another potential customer says of...
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Ugggh.. .I think I'm getting sick...

Last night I had a dream I was hot in the back of the head and was dying. I could feel blood coming from my mouth I tried to stop it with my hands, but then a sense of calm and well being came over me. I am not afraid of death. I looked him in the eye and told him to, "Bring it on."...
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I have been on a psychotic cleaning spree this week... After working my ass off I have been cleaning like crazy and decorating my room finally. My walls were pretty bare. I think I'll post some pictures soon. Of what you ask of my room and what ever anyone else wants to see...

So what do you want me to photograph?

Yeah so tshirthell.com asked me to design some shirts for them to see if they like what I do. I'm pretty excited. I want to start my own line of t shirts eventually so this will be good practice. I hope they like them.

On the down side I got a suprise bill today for $130.00, that kind of bummed me out for a bit...
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Yeah so tshirthell.com asked me to design some shirts for them to see if they like what I do. I'm pretty excited. I want ot start my own line of t shirts eventually so this will be good practice. I hope they like them.

Worked my ass of today 3 brochure concepts 2 websites updated. All in all it was a good day. Feel like I actually acomplished something. If I can keep this up I will be doing well.

Went out with Evil tonight too. She called me and we talked for an hour before we went out, and I never talk on the phone that long, but...
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Ugly Butterfly

something fighting inside me to escape
wanting to unleash itself
peeling flesh
spewing blood
writhing in itself
unleash me it begs
i pray it doesnt escape
the time is near
its gone to far this time
its going to come
its almost here
whispering in the shadows
calling my name
and i dont know if people will like it
but its not going...
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So I have decided I am finally going to put in a good effort to learn Japanese. I also finally found a great Japanese myth to start basing my tattoos on.

The Priest Yenoki who was the guardian of Fudo god of Fire and Wisdom. After FUdo's death Yenoki lived on and watched over a town that had a very wild dances and festivals known...
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