painangel

I have fallen into a computer bliss and can't get up......

Sometimes I am so dumb why do I have to be so nice. I could probably have everything I ever wanted if I wasn't so busy being nice. Then again last time I did what I wanted I got screwed in the end. How are you supposed to know what to do the difference between right and wrong. Everyone has their opionoin but was is...
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OK.... Cool things
Bought a Harley...

Bad Things..
One of my clients backed out of a long term contract...

Guess I will just have to work extra hard t opay for it now.

I watch the fire burn, taunting, teasing, but still I resist the fire. Passing my hand over the flame. Through the fire that I know so well. Consuming every thought. Sliding my hand over the flame longing for it to burn. Knowing once the fire starts it will consume every ounce of my being. A white hot ember ready engulf it all. Tonight again I...
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4:00 am Can't sleep, which is odd since I worked 36 hours in 3 days. Now if i could just get paid. How can I be so tired and not be able to sleep? Debating on seeingUnderworld or Once Upon A Time In Mexico. Decisions decisions. maybe I will just download them both since I'm up. Then Iwon't have to decide.

Back from the burn, I think I am going to take a week long bath. Anyone up for a Bath Party?

Went skinny diping with four lifeguards last night. Aint life grand.

Hung out with the ex-ex-girl tonight. Funny how I feel about her talking about having sex with my best friend. Do I still have a right to be bothered by it? I said I didn't care but said it did kind of bug me. What really bothers me is that they tried to hide it.
Who cares anyways,
I did get a cool new belt...
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I feel like all i do is work but I never get much done why is that.

Can someone tell me what happened on the 4th of July cause last thing I remeber I was at the beach and I think I got abducted by aliens because that's the last thing I remeber.

Been working my ass off and still broke... damn

Iwas supposed to work all day on stuff.... but instead I went out and road dirtbikes and played some PS2. I am in a much better mood. Now I have a shit load of work to do, but I will be happy while I do it.

Did I mention I want a dirt bike now really bad.