Before I start I would like to name a few trigger warnings: death, body weight

My last post here was April, and things were all on track, I was feeling good and ready to shoot again, I was so excited! Sadly later that week after I posted, my dad died. Death took over my year, I had to deal with his estate, debt, contracts and was over whelmed. A few months later I started to get back on track with life and starting to cope with my grief, as soon as I was on track, my uncle died whom I was very close with. Yet again I was dealing with death, and yet another estate I was in charge of dealing with. (Being the oldest child sucks)

I’m not going to go into detail re the bereavement I’ve experienced this year. But I was to explain why things had been quiet here. I’ve been dealing with my grief in my life and hoped it wouldn’t spill into my working life.

However sadly, grief left many feelings. I stopped working out and gained weight, this wasn’t a bad thing but I was left in a new body I wasn’t used to, so I didn’t feel sexy, or want to take photos let alone a photo shoot but I’ve focused hard on myself this year. Therapy and self love.

But I’m back! I’m healthy, happy and feeling like me again. Life goes on, even when you feel like it’s the lowest point you’ll ever hit. Things get better, I promise.

I’ll upload some selfies of me now! I’m back baby