I got really stuck during lockdown, I couldn’t go out and see my friends and party, which is what I usually do when I’m not working. I’m a full time webcam model so I’m always at home and I found I was burning myself out by working so much just because I had all this free time!

Now we’ve eased out of lockdown I’ve realised that a lot of my MH struggles have come from over working myself and not having a lot else to do.

I found I needed a hobby! But I couldn’t decide what to do, what I wanted to do, I studied art at university and did build a really successful art and fashion career before I ditched it all to become a full time webcam model (I can do a whole other blog about this another time) so I could draw? But I’ve just fallen out of love with it.

I did a q&a on insta and asked you lot what you did and many came back saying gaming! I’ve always played video games and I didn’t think I could do much with it. Then I realised I could twitch stream!

And so here we are, 4 hours to go to my first twitch stream and I’m excited and nervous. I felt sunday was best because this is when I’m sat not working and bored and now I get to talk to everyone and have fun! I’m not sure how it will go, I’m not very good at playing games. Wish me luck! And if you see this before 8pm Sunday UK time find me on twitch as: paigeerose