Geoffrey is throwing himself a pity party and no one is invited. I need to unload somewhere, and this is it. So, my advice to you is to hit the back button on your browser now, there's nothing to see here except a grown man feeling sorry for himself.
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Sometimes I find myself wondering what it is about me that makes it so easy for people to throw me away. Why am I not worth keeping? Am I not good enough? Why do people who are supposed to love me find it so simple to just discard me and move on? Why is it that every time I think I've found someone who won't do that to me, they do? And why is it that when I find someone who tells me how important I am to them, they don't treat me like I am? Sometimes it all just hurts so much I feel like it's going to kill me, and sometimes it hurts so much that I wish it would.
Seriously, this is some pathetic shit. Don't read it, just leave.
And as someone who has also been thrown away... I know, it sucks! It happened to me recently, a guy told me all this really moving stuff about how important I was to him, then tossed me. But you just have to FORCE yourself to get over it and find your pride again.