padre

Nothing new in the job front, I have applied to a few more places. No one has called back. Amazing how people are hiring but not. Simply amazing...

Not sure what to think about unemployement. I got a letter in the mail yesterday asking for a clarification on my file claim. So I have to admit I lied, I told them I was laid off when I had resigned. I was looking to buy a car to make the new and even further commute when my boss asked if I had a car yet. I said no, he asked if I planned on staying with the company cuz I had to decide then & there. I told him I can't make the drive every day. He pretty much put my resignation in my own mouth. I just said yes, I'm sorry I can't make it to work. He said ok & wished me luck
So I explained that to them & maybe they'll give me money back or maybe they just wont charge me for the money they gave me. Honestly I don't know. In the meantime I was chosen by them to do some reemployement program. I got the form before they took my payments away. So I figured I'll attend anyway in case it helps get me my payments back. We'll see...

Canceled my date that everyone said not to worry about. Truth is we didn't have a set day & just said thursday sounded good. I told her I don't have money I'll take her out when I do she seemed fine with it. Honestly I think I've been to whiny lately & she got a taste of that & didn't really like it. Or maybe I'm paranoid.

I have been really down lately, really angry, really nasty. Thankfully I haven't taken it out on anyone. But I figure that it seems no one knows are cares that I'm pretty low I might as well announce it. In case anyone suspects.

I want to have fun with my friends again, I want to do that & not think about all this shit going on in my head. That's not asking much right?

RANDOM QUESTION:
Are you shaved, trimmed, or hairy down there?